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[lu @twnkslottie]

she is will graham's daughter #lottiematthews

[lottie @hlvequeen]

📲: whatever
📲: spell right moron.
📲: my place, 5 minutes or i won’t.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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📲 @hlvequeen
💬 i still hate you byw
💬 **BTW
💬 fuck me
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

( steps closer to nat, her hand grabs her by the collar of the shirt pulling the distance even closer to a point where the smell of cigarettes was pure but lottie didn’t care as their lips crashed together, holding the kiss before pulling away. ) convinced asshole?

[lottie @hlvequeen]

i don’t need your permission to care about you natalie and i don’t need you to pretend like you don’t even care about me when you fucking do.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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you don't have to pity me , charlotte . okay ? i didn't fucking ask you to . and i especially don't need this . . . act you have going on where you pretend to like me . it's not cute .
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

( in a fit of anger she grabbed the cigarette from nat’s hand and threw it on the ground, smashing it with her foot. )

you wanna be a dick? there! why do i even try with you when all you do is just be an ass to me when i genuinely care—fuck you.

[lottie @hlvequeen]

( eyebrows forming furiously—she was annoyed at first but now she was angry. face was mad when the coughing got worse but what she was about to do would probably be terrible. )

the fuck? it actually does matter to me asshole—why would you eve say that?+

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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( * now they're annoyed . they needed a do over . another inhale of smoke to follow . but still —— the same thing happens . they cough . more aggressively this time . )

of course i'm fine , lottie . +
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

with a little cough to follow, she was use to nat’s clouds probably more than she should be. )

are you okay? yknow you can talk to me about anything right?

[lottie @hlvequeen]

( arms crossed at the reaction to her lighter, like that was the problem with the cigarette—definitely a weird vibe from her. )

right because that’s how it works genius.

( eyes rolling but in a serious manner. smoke blew in her direction to which she swatted away+

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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( * sticking it in her mouth , leaning towards lottie . long inhale of the smoke . but it's weird —— she coughs . she hasn't from smoking in forever . )

fuck —— what the fuck is up with your lighter ?

( * it's not the lighter . )
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[𝓡𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝓖. —— ♬ .ᐟ @ROADSRWINDING]

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⠀ ⠀ 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐌𝐘 𝗪꩜𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗟

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[lottie @hlvequeen]

( something was off….she felt it but tried to play it off cool by changing her expression to a soft smile of reassurance. )

least i can do for you.

( shaking her lighter before flicking on with her thumb…waiting for the cigarette to make content. )

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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( * eyes widen briefly , clearly caught off guard . this isn't rooted in anything . . . ? right ? then why is she nervous . . . ? )

oh —— y —— yeah ! okay . sure . . .
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

( eyes roll softly, already reaching the lighter in her pocket holding on to it a bit tightly. )

here let me light it for you.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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jeez , lot . okay .

( * eyebrow quirks momentarily . slowly pulling out a cigarette from the box she keeps in her jacket pocket . now gesturing for the lighter . )
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[𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚎 @Jackie_OfHearts]

𝕁𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕚𝕖 𝕋𝕒𝕪𝕝𝕠𝕣
“𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕁𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕡𝕖”

[lottie @hlvequeen]

just pull out your cigarette already.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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. . . okay yeah i get it .
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

for what? not having a lighter or asking me to bum mine?

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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i dunno i feel kind of embarrassed right now ——
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

if i wanted to embarrass you i would have said no.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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oh so you just wanna embarrass me .
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

i know nat, just wanted to hear you say it.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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thank you , lot . i do mean it .
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

not even a thank you?

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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yeah sure . whatever you want .
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

…….

fine but i swear you owe me one.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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please , lot . just this once ?
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[lottie @hlvequeen]

and do you know how hard it is to be the only person with a lighter? practically almost running out.

[⊹‎ ‎ ࣪ ‎ ‎˖ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎* ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐧͟atalie. ‎ ‎ ‎ @arcvire]

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my hard earned cigs ? you know the shit i had to go through to get these ??
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