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I'm really passionate about bagels and thundershowers. (they/them)

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@bunni33333333 @bonesauce94 My future office

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Or “you’re figuring it out”, “you look like you’re doing so well”, “I’m so proud of you for doing things that make you happy” BUDDY. ITS CALLED KILLING TIME

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I don’t want to hear “I’m stronger than I think” right now. I want it to be be okay that I’m not strong. I want to not be strong for a minute, and survive. And I want it to just be okay that I can’t be strong for a minute. Please.

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Just RTing all the past tweets I’m feeling the feels of rn 😞 (this one is about my bfs/recent ex bfs)

[Sherry @SchrodingrsBrat]

There’s a particular type of sadness you feel when you catch up with someone you miss and realize that the version of them you were once friends with doesn’t exist anymore. You won't ever find the same person twice, not even in the same person.

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Oohf… we are back to this 🙃

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I want to be alone but I also want to be around people but then I’m around people and I still feel alone. I’m ready for this phase to pass 😣 I’m doing the things but it’s not getting better (or staying better)

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They’ve had this new dog a year now. And have literally paid less attention to me progressively since then (not entirely related). And I continue to be upset about it and also upset that I predicted this literally when they told me they were getting another dog.

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I’m jealous of my friends’ dogs.

Not jealous they *have* dogs. Jealous of the dog itself.
I want to be loved and snuggled and given chicken like my friends dogs.

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I miss my therapist 😢

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I had a very good weekend with some friends and I just want to say that.

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Are super hero parents always dead so they don’t have to write in their parents being proud of them? Too unrealistic I bet.

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Nothing makes me feel quite as Ballin’ as having all the streaming services 🤑

[The Notorious J.O.V. @whotfisjovana]

ㅤ

[bpd at the disco @DeepHydrangeas]

Do you have the "my emotional roller coaster is on fire and I want to stop feeling every twist and turn" BPD or do you have the "im numb like tv static and I want to beat the tv with a bat to feel something" BPD right now?

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If I’m hiding in my room at a family function— don’t seek me out and lay on the bed and start talking with me and asking me about my life and feelings. I am hiding here for a reason. I don’t want to talk. I’ll come be social when I want to be social 🙃

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As of today I officially like butterflies more— after learning they can be attracted to blood sweat and tears as a source of food 🦋🩸🥵🥲

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Idk add it to the list of “things that make me feel lonely” I guess 😔

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I am struggling a lot to focus this semester. It’s a heavy thinking semester and I’d rather be doing circus. And also my feels I squashed down I’m not squashing down anymore.

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And 2: I handed in my final essay proposal for this class that I’ve been struggling with for over a week now!!!! I managed to get myself to sit and work on it and it’s literally a huge fucking win guys!!! [so why am I cryinggg 🙃😭]