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[aria :3 @ariacutz]

villain era (im just horribly depressed)

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

@digibonez body tea b u look amazibg

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

b4 and after sleeping and taking a shower

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[aria :3 @ariacutz]

my scars r so sore on the right side but so itchy on the left side ??????

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

gna be real ive distanced myself so bad from my irls that yesterday i genuinely had no one to text so i had to text my 25 year old german friend

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

mun on pakko päästä pois täältä mutku mul ei oikeesti oo mitään paikkaa minne mennä

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

tunnelma on ikävä

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

äiti tuli kotiin ja sano et on ikävä inhota omaa lastaan yhtä paljon ku se inhoaa mua ja et oon kauhee ihminen ja se ei haluu nähä mua ikinä ja haluaa että lähden kotoota enkä tuu ikinä takas

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

cant breathe

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

also my period started # killme

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

hingry but toooooo tired to make food. i wonder if i can just skip dinner fully and eat tmrw coz i gotta eat b4 going out

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Raising Suicide Awareness by Tell everyone How Where When And Why I’m gonna do It

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

gonna buy new blades this week # excited

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

NEVER be honest to your parents it will NOT end well # TargetedAtMyself

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

im so scared i genuinely need to move out

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

genuinely losing my mind over here but i also know that i cant say anything to her anymore because it just never works out and it always ends up like this

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

told my mom on Saturday it upset me that she keeps telling people shes never kicked me out, she just now came into my room and told me she thinks its really fucked up that i pull her aside and start trashing her so shes mad and doesnt want to speak to meh

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

got drunk and told my mom it pisses me off when she doesnt acknowledge the fact tht she has kicked me out in the past because earlier in the night she said that she never had. she of course got mad at me and now im scared to go downstairs

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

my problem with not eating isnt that i get hungry, i just either feel like eating or become an absolute mess. im unbearable and i cant stand other people

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

i genuinely cannot be comfortable here i feel like such a bother and i cant stop crying and my moms mad at me and im useless but i cant go back downstairs because i just started sobbing

[aria :3 @ariacutz]

im so overwhelmed i want to be home i need to be home but we're leaving tomorrow i genuinely dont want to talk to anyone i want to go to sleep and wake up at home i want to be alone