äiti tuli kotiin ja sano et on ikävä inhota omaa lastaan yhtä paljon ku se inhoaa mua ja et oon kauhee ihminen ja se ei haluu nähä mua ikinä ja haluaa että lähden kotoota enkä tuu ikinä takas
genuinely losing my mind over here but i also know that i cant say anything to her anymore because it just never works out and it always ends up like this
told my mom on Saturday it upset me that she keeps telling people shes never kicked me out, she just now came into my room and told me she thinks its really fucked up that i pull her aside and start trashing her so shes mad and doesnt want to speak to meh
got drunk and told my mom it pisses me off when she doesnt acknowledge the fact tht she has kicked me out in the past because earlier in the night she said that she never had. she of course got mad at me and now im scared to go downstairs
my problem with not eating isnt that i get hungry, i just either feel like eating or become an absolute mess. im unbearable and i cant stand other people
i genuinely cannot be comfortable here i feel like such a bother and i cant stop crying and my moms mad at me and im useless but i cant go back downstairs because i just started sobbing
im so overwhelmed i want to be home i need to be home but we're leaving tomorrow i genuinely dont want to talk to anyone i want to go to sleep and wake up at home i want to be alone