callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ

20, she/her .ᐟ /ᐠ - ˕ -マ　sw 55 ┆cw 48┆ugw 40

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

somehow accidentally scratched my own arm with my nail while trying to get out of bed. it bled a little and i can see a slight indentation like?? 😐 my nails aren't even sharp or long. it stings so bad i'm in utter disbelief at how i managed to do this

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@moniilyy seeing thinspo on the tl doesn't make me feel anything but seeing a skinny girl irl makes me wanna rip my skin off ����

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@offtheflames @lyalolera genuinely burst out laughing LMFAOOO yes that exact energy!!! they want clout so bad it's giving me second hand embarrassment

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@bitchforcardioo i've been so emotional for the past day bc my period is coming. like i just stopped crying 20 minutes ago. but now i'm crying again and i can't even understand why

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@3xpiredmaia wore an almost ankle length skirt made of a thick fabric + chunky shoes to my medical. it added like 2 kg to my weight. even worse, the nurse said there was no need to take off my shoes. then she just wrote down the weight without accounting for my clothes. wanted to cry so bad

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@rottingfleurs in photos where she was resting her weight on one hip and her back was slightly curved forward, there was a crease since the her skin and muscles were accommodating for the bending. but in the very first one where she was sitting upright, her stomach was completely flat

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@rottingfleurs i like her body too but i dont think you know what skinny fat means 💀 just because her stomach had ONE crease when she wasn't sitting perfectly straight does not make her skinny fat 😭

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@sewerbunny i can understand to non-disordered ppl, seeing us starving ourselves makes them feel the same discomfort felt when seeing a starving animal. but it's still gross. it's like they see us as less than human (ik that's not what they're trying to say, but that's how it comes across)

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@sewerbunny i'm seeing people be like "they're just trying to make a point blah blah blah" as if the point couldn't have been made without the use of abused, suffering animals and comparing them to mentally ill human beings. like is this not weird as fuck

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@wiissteriaa yeah coming from someone who was in a relationship with an 18 year old at 13, no it is not. realized how fucked up it was when i turned 16 and couldn't even fathom being attracted to a 13 year old like that is a middle schooler bro

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@Oragami_ @33nekoo if you're in uni, you can spend longer on campus and say you already ate when you get home. worked well for me since i schedule my classes from 9 am to 2 pm ish. i leave early since i commute, so i say i'll have breakfast at school. i also stay longer after classes then say i—

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

cursed with filipino calves. THEY ARE SO HUGE AND IT'S NOT EVEN BC OF FAT like if i squeeze them, it feels firm below a thin layer of fat, so the bulk comes from muscle. wtf am i supposed to do

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@iateurkinderegg @Tyyunmi @lunaisconfusedd girls have been getting their periods younger and younger. now the average age is around 11, i think. but it was 12 in the 1950s-60s and 16 way back in the 1800s. you should be fine, but you still dont get ur period until late into your teens, maybe you should get it checked out

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@tarexxic the tl LMAOOO

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@_babyykko i make a lot of tea based drinks at home. i use stevia as a sweetener with either a small amount of milk or fruit juice depending on what i'm feeling. that's pretty low cal, so idgaf. but for drinks outside that isn't water, i care bc i just know they're super sugary

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

whenever i see edtwt making jokes like "eating disorder? more like eating dis order" or "nothing tastes as good as skinny feels? WRONG. *insert pic of yummy food*" i genuinely laugh. but when i see locals doing it i just roll my eyes like oh my godddd shut uppppp

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@luffybackshots no i hated it bc we always did basketball and i suck ass at sports 💔 loved pe in uni though because we did cardio and dance

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

@taylorsfav_13 fr, my aftercare is just applying pressure with a tissue to stave off the bleeding so i don't get blood everywhere then putting my pants back on

[callista ༊*·˚ ᵉᵈᵗʷᵗ @ariaficial]

i remember hearing about a thin chinese actress being told by her co-actor to lose weight because his ass was too weak to lift her even though she was already tiny. just get yourself a strong man

[pinky❤️‍🔥🇵🇸 @xxxpinkyxcx]

"I wanna be light enough for him to lift me🥺" edtwt just needs to stop getting weak boyfriends imo. And if he tells you to get smaller you can lose 160+ pounds instantly by dumping him🥰