what is actually wrong with me? im way too desensitized to gore without ever being exposed to it other than like once? im watching people cut their own testicles off and i dont feel anything????
i cant really take photos with family cuz first i hate it but also that obnoxiously visible sh scar on my forearm so i try to cover it with my hand but that makes me look extra awkward and then my dad says "STOP HOLDING UR ARM" FACK