Sonja Rantila

Recovering from psychosis and loving life.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

You don't Always have to be everybody's cup of tea my friend..
Be Gasoline, set shit on fire and fuck it ..
Be proud you made it this far and let's roll out some more miles with smiles.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

My new little friend 😀

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Fake it 'till you make it day today.
It's fine.
Reading my "for you" timeline helps.

You all are so enjoyable to read. Well atleast almost all ;)

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

@tink7723 I know the feeling

[Noctara @rumilyrics]

To anyone finding their fire again, may it come back steady, unshakeable and impossible to lose.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

@Java4First @PontistGirl I do this too and sometimes it works. I just think about the dream before falling asleep again and it works.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

@PontistGirl Same. And so happy when it works.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

@james_xond Thanks

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Sounds amazing

[Bryan Johnson @bryan_johnson]

I’ve felt kid-like excitement all week. That low-hum vibration, the tickle in the body, the thrilling anticipation. What you feel right before your first kiss.

I don’t recall feeling this for a very long time. Maybe 15-20 years or more?

Everything is more interesting and fun. I’m eager to play and mess around. Less activation energy is required to do things. Life feels lighter and more interesting.

This squares with my brain data. My default mode network is still inhibited, the brain system that reinforces rigidity and “done-it-all” novelty exhaustion, boring adult mode.

My brain patterns show a higher entropy state: neuroplastic, open, flexible, creative, and exploratory.

I’m now able to envision things with greater emotional and intellectual clarity. Dare I say even naivety. As an adult, you kind of stop believing things are possible. I feel legitimate hope for the human race that we can be equal to this moment.

It’s a clean, bright, positive energy that feels so good, especially in contrast to the dead-inside creep that happens over time.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Good for you.

[Elon Musk @elonmusk]

@CJHandmer I need to tell my story myself and highlight lessons that I learned along the way that would be useful to others

[Elon Musk @elonmusk]

@CJHandmer I need to tell my story myself and highlight lessons that I learned along the way that would be useful to others

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Good Morning from Sweden
After a night with awakenings every other hour I feel quite okay :)

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

@BillyM2k Yeah

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

At first in the very beginning of twitter I joined out of curiosity.
Then I lost myself due to mental illness and had many accounts due to the fact that I always forgot my passwords.
Now I have it to see whats out there in the world and to share about my journey with psycosis and different medications. Good and bad.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Remembering the night my brain shut down. No thoughts... they just stopped! No feelings either so I couldn't feel how scared I was, I only knew I have never been so scared in my life.
The reason?
Medication, some are just awful!

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Oatmeal for breakfast for the third day in a row :) hopefully it will fix my medicine-broken stomach for the better.

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

@SophiaFioren Good morning 🙂

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Yes! Woke up painfree this morning. Happy me 😀

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

@elonmusk Logged in yesterday for the first time in months, glad I did, great improvements!

[Sonja Rantila @Arousel3]

Grok makes me smile