Aytha

She/Her. 27. Trying to enter my unashamed era (and failing) Mostly KPDH, ATLA, and sad ramblings

[Aytha @arquister]

Trying this new thing where I'm less ashamed of myself and my interests and instead am unapologetically me.

Heads up to anyone who's followed me for a while that I'm going to be active now with lots of KPDH/Polytrix. Maybe some NSFW.

New Year New Me but I procrastinated

[🦌 @tyundeer]

reading a fic and wanting to quit writing bc the authors writing is so much better than yours #WritingInsecurityIsRealAndIHaveIt

[Aytha @arquister]

Not sure if anything can piss me off more than a grown ass woman openly mocking a SIX YEAR OLD for asking for more food

Openly mocking him for being hungry, right in front of him

I hate it here

[Dahlia🇧🇷 commissions closed @glubo11]

looking at an analysis of a story after finishing it and realizing you didnt pick up on half of the symbolism and character motivations and lore feels like this

[Aytha @arquister]

@wenclexair This just makes me think that they hard launch poltrix at some point and everyone goes "Yea we know"
H - "But we only started last week?"
Internet - "The fuck were you doing before that?!?!?"

[Aytha @arquister]

@turtledove1818 What if they're arguing about who gets to kiss her first?

[Aytha @arquister]

Honestly the one thing that would probably help my mental health the most is if my dumb brain's first instinct upon seeing anything wasn't "You could never do that."

That is probably roadblocking my creativity more than anything else and I hate it

[Dani Donovan 👩🏻‍🎨 ADHD Comics @danidonovan]

“are you ok?”

i was 20 minutes ago, but some invisible emotional train hit me out of nowhere and now i feel sad and numb for no reason

[Aytha @arquister]

@pumpkin_flee Whenever Mira and Zoey walk into the bedroom with sunglasses on Rumi knows she's in for quite the night

[ؘ @invaelid]

i see other people my age and it's like they're actually doing stuff and im over here stuck doing absolutely nothing i feel like im not meant to be here at all

[Aytha @arquister]

@wenclexair More thoughts: Rumi getting used to cuddling and really liking it, eventually has a rough day and isn't sure how to ask for it without feeling weird, so she just goes to Zoey with, "Hey Zo...are you feeling cold at all? 🥺" and what a total coincidence Zoey is absolutely freezing

[Aytha @arquister]

@wenclexair Rumi has trouble with intimacy/physical touch (she likes it but struggles with it) so Zoey soft-launches cuddling all the time by complaining about being cold and talking about how warm Rumi is. Mira joins to not be left out and that's for sure the only reason, nothing else

[Aytha @arquister]

Not sure if there's anything worse than being relied upon and failing over and over again no matter how hard you try

[michelle @fluffygirlpaws]

forcing a sleepy girl to go anywhere should be illegal

[Neil Renic @NC_Renic]

When writing, I use the 40/40/40 rule:

40 minutes of writing, followed by 40 hours of procrastination, followed by 40 weeks of self loathing because now I have no time to write

[b @wwxwashere]

:(

[Aytha @arquister]

Love trying to help someone but coming away very confident I made everything worse

Not sure why I thought I'd be helpful

[Delhi metro rider @charcoalpott]

sorry i replied immediately. i genuinely enjoy talking to you

[trash jones @jzux]

no YOUR mistakes don’t define you. mine define me though. sorry for the confusion

[Aytha @arquister]

I love spending weeks and weeks trying to motivate myself to get back into something and having to build up the energy for it and when I finally get started not even 2 hours pass and it goes terribly wrong meaning I'll not touch it again for months and months, if ever