asasparrow everywhere

fucking up with integrity

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For those who might have missed it: I finally decided to start an alt account. It's for topics/levels of vulnerability I don't wanna put on main right now.

You can follow request @hotandlecherous directly.

[mike ☭ 🇵🇸🔻 @__mike91]

i don’t know about you, but if somebody changes their story about bombing a hospital multiple times, edits their social media posts, brags about doing it on other accounts in different languages, after saying they’ll do it over and over again, i think that they actually did it.

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A random life thing thing has me thinking of Adam this week, for the first time in a long time.

And it occurred to me that this summer marked seven years since I ended our seven year relationship/cut contact.

Time is a very strange thing. And so is grief/healing.

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@rzypci When I was running errands that day I was playing random music and that song popped up out of nowhere and it was perfect.

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@rzypci Could you send me a code? Perhaps I should start lurking over there

[LostInHash @LostInHash]

👀

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@rzypci I saw someone else in that thread mention fall of magic and that shit would be amazing too. Now thinking about other possibilities

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@jeeyonshim well not with THAT attitude

[YourKindofCuts @YourKindofCuts]

Thank you @DiirtyDiiana for sharing our Tik Tok - so here we are on Twitter now - Just opened a @YourKindofCuts Twitter

[Dont Show Your Cat @DontShowYourCat]

equipment upgrade

[Erin Reed @erininthemorning.com on Bsky @ErinInTheMorn]

“The hardest part has been watching friends of mine and listening to them talk about being stuck there.”

The US is experiencing an internal refugee crisis of trans people fleeing oppressive legislation.

I tell their story.

Subscribe to support my work.

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[Cara Lisette @CaraLisette]

I’m in a weird second hand finds group on Facebook and this woman has the ACTUAL FALKOR FROM NEVER ENDING STORY IN HER GARAGE.

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@krenshar_posts Aaaahahahahahahahahh!!!!

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@JoryJolivet Thanks I love her!!

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@krenshar_posts Please let us know any further updates as I am now invested but still not getting TikTok

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Made a PvZ cake for the 6yr olds birthday party today.

Now to see if it survives the trip to the park…

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@krenshar_posts THATS DREAMY

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Okay I’ve now scrolled too much Twitter and am gonna disappear again for a while.

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@krenshar_posts But mostly I’m trying to just let myself be able to do things if I can, and accept that it will all be different again in some way or another soon. And trying to avoid the paralyzing guilt and shame traps around it all.

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😳

[celebrity kid 🇵🇸 @celebrikid]

saw a tiktok about how you can lose access to certain skills when processing trauma, because if the skill is linked to a strong (but ultimately destructive) neural pathway, and through “healing” you trained yourself to avoid it, the path to the skill is severed. it explains a lot

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@krenshar_posts And of course my brain is part “AM I FINALLY HEAING??” and part “huh, so maybe I’m coming out of a depressive episode I didn’t know I was in (since I usually can only tell things are different after)” and part “this is just another blip that will disappear”