asha aditi

what a shame she’s fucked in the head

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

surat cinta

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

it’s the way cameron asked me if i bent my glasses from “someone else rolling onto it” … like i may be making questionable decisions w my love life but i’m making even worse decisions involving free alcohol at work events! that result in self inflicted drunken injuries!

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

family life’s crumbling so naturally i miss a man who is 6500 miles away and has left me on delivered for the last 12 hours. where my anxious attachment girlies at

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

Chat it’s been 20 days and i am officially cooked. Ending 2024 in a situationship was not on my bingo card but here we are I suppose 🫠🤪 (game of chicken, neither one of us will have the what are we chat and i’m going home for a month)

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

watch me spend more time tryna get over a 2 WEEK talking stage than my 3 year relationship w the man i talked abt marriage and kids with. It’s a canon event babes

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

Twenty four instagram messages in a row from me you guys, i’m def the 🚩🚩🚩 here as i also told him my ex consistently accused me of “arguing like a lawyer” … i’m tryna be relatable. if God wants me to end up w a nearly 6ft tall man of the law, far be it for me to complain 🤪

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

being driven insane by a man again wtf dating is such a fucking scam

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

gna start a silly little dating thread bc why not 🤪 first first date was w a lawyer and it was v good we had matcha and ate indian food and i thought the chat was good !!!! Dk if it’s just me who’s so interesting tho

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

I AM ACTUALLY INSANE how 2 fix this why did my father literally saY NO MEDICATION FOR UR MENTAL HEALTH

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

in this big fucking flat w NO ONE like what is the point x

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

God rly said let every June / July traumatise u for the rest of ur life

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

Not my dad tryna convince me that CEOs deserve to be paid hundreds of millions to fuck around and find out

and ofc i wouldn’t know bc i’ve never been responsible for making decisions for any organisation

like not to be rude (this is v rude) - ok boomer x

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

actually why tf did i move abroad… like the ppl i love the most are in malaysia.

then again today my father corrected the way i used his toaster and i was nearly afflicted with hysteria so maybe there was a reason

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

born to be a lovergirl forced to answer emails and sit about on excel and cry for 8 hours bc i am insane and it will ruin every single thing in my life!!!!!

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

anyway life update ! ended my relationship of 3 years w the man my delulu dumb brain thought i was going to marry and grow old and have kids with !

maybe hate my job but idk !

life gets v lonely but i’m working on changing that !

i don’t want to do actuarial exams

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

Istg if these MEN in the office keep talking abt gym and eating for 5 MORE MINUTES I'm gonna commit mass homicide ... for legal reasons this is joke

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

but somehow u do and ur like what kind of hell scape is this how do u just keep going when things get progressively shitter. Rock bottom just keeps getting lower n lower

[asha aditi @ashastrophic_]

2019 summer was rly the last decent one, and I rly thought it was shit at the time.

The thing abt growing up that no one tells u about that fucking sucks like nothing else, is that u end up having to lose ppl u love so much and u don't even know how u will continue living