ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled

diary of a mentally ill emo guy ⋆ₓₒ　　ₓₒ⋆
tw//sh, ed, drvgs! vent account rawr

[egonk @egonkula]

just got a notification from who now?

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@pvthselector ... yk what, get it girl 😭

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

HELLO?!?!?!?!?! EXCUSE ME

i'm never touching alc ever again, not only does it always ruin my life but u're telling me my testosterone levels are lower bc of it too??? WHAT THE FUCK

I need to stay sober, day 4 so far!

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@rxve_zombie i have no idea but i'm the same way!

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@nihildoll so proud of u!!!

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@sy0r11 septum!!!

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@maringburn not always but often, esp when i used to mix other drvgs with weed

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@shrimpy_cracker true, at least i'm not hurting myself and instead doing some soul searching that's very much needed rn

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

lately my life has just been getting high, blasting music on full volume and just sitting there thinking

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@thinspirato thank u sm!!! it should work out, esp if I stick to sobriety and won't get the extra cals from alc :]]

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

chat do we think losing 10kg in 2 months is possible... ?

and don't bullshit me with 'stay safe' bro i've had ednos since I was 12/13 believe me STARVING IS FOR THE BEST IN THIS CASE

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@thinspirato i'm bmi 34 😭 i'm planning to be doing the 75 hard and sticking to 1500 cal daily

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

i need an irl friend or partner to pull me out of the house forcibly

i still have a lot of remains of my teenage social anxiety and i simply cannot force myself to go out by myself, it always ends up feeling awkward and sad

god I need to level up my character faster to find sbd

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

chce sie zajebać, zamiast tego zapale 1000 skunów

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

hope yall are enjoying me tweeting 50 times today bc I will probably drop off the face of the earth again tomorrow lol

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@chemicalhope wish I could rt 🙏🙏😩

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

i need to chainsmoke a pack of cigarettes and get a lobotomy

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

i feel like utter shit ！Σ(×_×;)!

gonna go home, listen to music on full volume, light up and dance a little before I study for my exam tomorrow

might also exercise in the evening to get the endorphins alc can't give me today

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

@brainrot_boy jfjsjfjs

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

fuck this shit honestly but at least i'm not going to go home and km/s, at least we've left that coping strategy behind

as long as i'm alive, i can still fix everything

[ksawery!! ☻ kafkapilled @ashiefuck]

i'm gonna peel my skin off to get out of this god forsaken meat suit