please don't unfollow me or hesitate TO follow me, i'm taking a short break (a few days) because this is weighing heavily on my mental health, all i can think of is my grandpa and i'm terrified of going back to the darkest place i was ever in. i'll be back.
now i feel like it's happening all over again because this is exactly how quickly it happened with him. cancer fucking sucks, the treatment sucks, everything about ot sucks.
i'm not sure how much i can be around twitter or any news right now really, john mccain's death is triggering memories of my grandpa who passed away in 2017. his cancer metastasized, it started as melanoma and not even 2 months later it was in his lungs, liver, bones and brain.
my grandpa and the family decided he should go to hospice, he went on a sunday night and was dead by tuesday. my grandpa fought in the korean war, my grandpa was my hero. losing him sent me into a huge downward spiral, so bad i almost killed myself.
my mom is pregnant and didn’t want to know the gender unless my dad found a creative way of letting her know... so he put together clips of my granddad’s voice (who passed away a year ago) to announce it to her :’) 💖
My dadi went to visit her brother today morning. He can’t climb down the stairs and she can’t climb up. So she sits in the car, he sits in the balcony and they chat away to glory. This has become a sort of a ritual now. Such a happy sight :)
@BeckyLynchWWE@MsCharlotteWWE trying to make becky a heel is going to backfire immensely because no one is going to dislike her, people will just like and support her more now.