✦evelina✦

autistic swede who unironically enjoys rice cakes

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@dontcrysaanjh ”I’m just gonna do it for a while to stop being fat then i’ll go back to eating normally”

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

tried to make low cal chocolate pudding with almond milk and it came out the texture of snot </3

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

i feel like i NEVER see this product on edtwt but this shit is the goat of restricting, 21 calories and 1.2 grams of fibre per slice and THE TASTEEE they’re still good when plain and are filling i could keep glazing this for days

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

1 week into relapse check🤪
Have been easing into restricting w low 1000s cals/day & didn’t realise it but i’ve kinda missed the feeling of having an empty stomach, it might be a honeymoon phase tho🫠
im at 63 now which is 10 kgs above my lw & feel disgusting but we are SO BACK

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

Does edtwt still exist? am i allowed to write that word? is relapsing at 21 embarrassing? why is stockholm the worst city on earth? too many questions too little answers

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

jag när jag krälar ut ur min vinterdepressionhåla så fort det blir lite soligt ute

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

me daily in my own home:

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

I’m like half a year from being able to move away🤞🏻I’m gonna get a job and search for apartments this summer and my family also want me to move teehee

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@lazulinea what’s a social security number is it like personnummer in sweden?

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

i bought a protein milkshake from a brand ive never tried before and the consistency was like snot it tasted good but i gagged drinking it

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@norarexic @hellvor3 mobius from hit game honkai impact 3rd

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@P0LTRG3ISTCALS thank you i acc have guaranteed this time bc i got keqing on the wanderer banner but i hope i get early 😭 good luck to whoever u are wishing for

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@P0LTRG3ISTCALS in the order i got them: xiao c1 hu tao qiqi venti jean childe zhongli ayaka raiden keqing kokomi diluc albedo yae miko yelan kazuha yoimiya cyno nahida and I’m saving for alhaitam

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

is returning to edtwt even worth it or do i do this shit in silence to avoid poisoning my mind further 💀

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@elsiezero AAAAAH

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@lovemeeow elysia: 💀

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

@adventofdawn friend that sent u this is a red flag too

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

i feel like my ed starts in ~january-february yearly and ends in ~october💀ive been through this dumbass starve early spring and summer binge winter cycle for five fucking years

[✦evelina✦ @asmodaiet]

I’m in a normal eating phase and idk what to do i regret it every time i eat but my fucking body has gotten used to BREAKFAST???? i haven’t gained a lot but i know i will if i continue like this and i hate it 😭