HELENA MAHARANI.

𝑠𝑖𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑎̈𝑔𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒 𝑆𝑐𝘩𝑜̈𝑛𝘩𝑒𝑖𝑡.

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

@derniernocturne •• Tolong gebukin dia, Dim!

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

•• pret.

[AURELIE EVERMONT @NIRKASIH]

“Terus waktu aku lihat pesan itu, aku tahu
aku seharusnya ngga hapus.”
“Tapi saat itu aku cuma mikir… kalau
kamu ngga lihat pesan itu, kamu ngga
akan kepikiran sama istri waktu lagi
sama aku..”
“Aku..egois..dan aku menyesal, Mas.”

[A. MAHENDRA SASMITA-MORES. @Roekayasa]

▋𝗧𝗛𝗨, 𝟮𝟳 𝗔𝗨𝗚 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟲

My feet stand right in front of her apartment door, just moments after I press the doorbell. I've nowhere else in mind, not even my own apartment. All I can think about is her, as if she is the only place I want to come home to.

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

@Roekayasa Cepat pulang, Mas?

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

Take care, sayang 🤍

[A. MAHENDRA SASMITA-MORES. @Roekayasa]

Another day on my way above the clouds.

[A. MAHENDRA SASMITA-MORES. @Roekayasa]

Another day on my way above the clouds.

[AURELIE EVERMONT @NIRKASIH]

Spending my Sunday well! 💞

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

THE END.

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

Perhaps it is all of them, I look toward the empty hallway where he disappeared. For the first time, I realize that wanting a complete family may not be enough to make a family stay together.

And tonight, I'm left standing alone with the one thing he can no longer give me, hope.

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

•• kurang ajar ya lo Mahen.

[A. MAHENDRA SASMITA-MORES. @Roekayasa]

I turn away from her before she can say anything else, I don’t wait for another argument, for her tears to stop. I don’t even try to explain myself.

Then, I just walk away, and strangely enough, I know where I want to go, there's only one place that comes to mind. / @atIeisure

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

“Please don’t ask me to stop wanting our
child.”

It's just because no matter how much I understand his concern, there is still a part of me that refuses to give up on the family I have spent so many years dreaming about.

| @Roekayasa

[HELENA MAHARANI. @atIeisure]

I look at him through tearful eyes.

“You don’t have to be as excited as I am.
But please… don’t make me feel like
wanting this is something wrong.”