The sands of time are constantly ticking. Your time to experience to love to see to achieve is diminishing. There is no better time right now then to blow up your life in a full on utter pursuit on your deepest dreams no matter what the outside looks like.
every single deeply good thing in life comes from sacrificing freedom. freedom is *optionality*, a currency to be spent. if u value freedom above all other things u will end ur life finding u have nothing.