Raven

I'm trying to find what I want from life, I think I want everything.

[Raven @augie_98]

You might not see us but we're here.
#PaulMcCartneyGotBack

[Raven @augie_98]

For the love of God, I am desperately in search of people to do shit with and/or volunteer with regularly as I am depressed as all get-out and have no motivation but feel obligated by self hatred and guilt of my community to better the place where I live.

[Raven @augie_98]

@karrwreck Bluegrass makes my mom nauseous

[Raven @augie_98]

Today I cry and throw up at work because boys are dumb and make me sad and hurt on the inside

[Raven @augie_98]

@cnboyts Someone said Bill Cosby. Another said Hitler. And another said Jesus. So either they didn't understand the assignment or they didn't relay the information well to the people they were surveying. Or they were just messing around to be stupid and not taking it seriously.

[Raven @augie_98]

@cnboyts The people in your class.

[Raven @augie_98]

@cnboyts I hate them.

[Raven @augie_98]

@cnboyts We still try to sing the songs when we go though.

[Raven @augie_98]

I just learned about "brain zaps" being a thing and I'm not the only one who has had them and it makes my experience feel valid and all that more real.
Life is so weird.

[Raven @augie_98]

The tow truck driver had a dog.

[Raven @augie_98]

I picked up my guitar for the first time in almost 2 years since my friend's death. Today has been strange.

[Raven @augie_98]

Look at this weird flower I grew

[Raven @augie_98]

I looked great today and the only people who let me know were my mom who told me I looked like a toddler and 4 grown men from their vehicles as I was walking on the sidewalk.

[Raven @augie_98]

@cnboyts Federal government agencies are requiring their employees to wear PPE and even local organizations are requiring the vaccination to sustain or for new employment. We did it once, we can do it again.

[Raven @augie_98]

Sometimes I cry thinking about the rising numbers of those with covid in my area and the U.S. and then I cry more worried about having to distance myself from my grandparents again, and then my obligation to work again in the ICU or Covid unit again.
I'm terrified of the future.

[Raven @augie_98]

To whoever is creating these cyber attacks... student. Loans. Next.

[Raven @augie_98]

My brother and I.
First time I have seen him in over a year.
Vaccinations are a godsend.

[Raven @augie_98]

Time to go to work in a terrible place.

[Raven @augie_98]

Today marks two weeks since my grandparents received their second dose of the vaccine.
I got to hug them for the first time in over a year.
Today, I am one of the lucky ones to still have their grandparents.
Still a long road ahead.
This is a precaution for which I am grateful.

[Raven @augie_98]

I work for a national hunting, fishing, and outdoor gear chain... I knew the clientele would be baffling but I didn't even think about my coworkers. I've been here not even 2 weeks and I'm ready for a different job.