ada tulisan cantik bgt, kira2 isinya begini:
“semoga kamu selalu dipertemukan dengan seseorang yg dapat berbicara bahasa mu, sehingga kamu tidak perlu menghabiskan waktu seumur hidup untuk menerjemahkan jiwamu.”
JAY 🫳🏻🫳🏻🫳🏻
💬: jay now that you’re 24, what do you think is the most important thing in life?
🐈⬛: the members joke that i’m already “halfway to fifty” but anyway…
🐈⬛: it’s family
🐈⬛: in the end, everything comes down to family
🐈⬛: my mom, dad, grandparents family is the most important
🐈⬛: next are our members and engenes
🐈⬛: and lastly, my career
🐈⬛: aside from these three priorities, everything else is honestly just secondary in my life
🐈⬛: i divide life into three things “what’s necessary” “what’s nice to have” and “what you just have to accept”
🐈⬛: most negative things fall into the “things you just have to accept” category
🐈⬛: i don’t think anything is truly unnecessary, because in the end, everything becomes an experience
🐈⬛: how many years can a person really live anyway… even if you lived a life full of only good things wouldn’t you end up feeling like something’s missing at the end, like you didn’t experience anything difficult?
🐈⬛: compared to this vast universe, our lives are just like dust, so even if it’s short i think i’d rather live a life that’s full and diverse
🐈⬛: oh right i forgot i was a vampire
🐈⬛: humans, fighting…
🐈⬛: i almost lost my sense of self for a second
04.27
"Surah Maryam"
Wahai sang membolak balikkan hati, kuatkan aku diatas takdir yang sedang engkau titipkan padaku, terlihat sulit tapi aku percaya ada hal indah yang sedang kau siapkan untukku, karena aku tau dengan izin kun fayakunmu, semua pasti terwujud 🤍
cantik banget kalimat ini :
"Kalau hujan yang nyentuh kulitmu aja harus nempuh perjalanan sejauh itu buat sampai ke kamu, berarti semua hal yang emang buatmu; rezeki, kesempatan, jabatan, bahkan orang-orang yang tepat, semuanya lagi berproses menujumu."
trust the delay.
to my 2026 self,
i hope you are happier. i hope you wake up lighter, softer, and a little more at peace with the world and with yourself. i hope you smile more without forcing it, and i hope your days feel gentler than the ones you fought through this year.
i hope you are healthier in all the ways that matter. not just in body, but in mind and in heart. i hope you've learned to choose rest without guilt, to close doors that drain you, and to protect your peace like it's something sacred. because it is.
i hope you are loved. truly loved. the kind of love that makes you feel safe, seen, and valued. whether it comes from people, from god, or from your own healing, i hope you feel wrapped in warmth you once prayed for.
and most of all, i hope you get everything you deserve. the breakthroughs you cried for. the opportunities you waited for. the joy you almost gave up on. i hope you look back at me, your 2025 self, and whisper, "thank you for not giving up."
i'm rooting for your softest and strongest year yet.
If a girl sticks around and gives you time to mature, that isn't love. that's more than love tbh. cause she shouldn’t even be doing that in the first place.