elise ˚ · . edtwt

cw: 110.8 ugw: 90 • will not fb if below 18yrs

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

@tiramisu_thief im afab!! ive never lost my period its been pretty stable throughout my ed so hopefully it isnt fucked up. i might get a test or smth to see how fertile i am or smth

[꣑𝛠 pola @polasblessings]

say it loud and proud!!
ANOREXIA STARTS WHEN??
TOMOROOWOOOOOOOW

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

yeah no im fasting when shes not here cus i gained five pounds

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

guys she asked me out :) i have a girlfriend!!!

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

shes taking me to a fancy restaurant im marrying this girl

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

i got so fucking high last night and ate so much

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

she said she likes seeing me eat and i appreciate it so much but im also terrified of gaining the weight back

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

she cooked breakfast for me and is alr planning lunch and im terrified but

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

20 pounds til im 90?? omg im thriving goodbye

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

five pounds in january!! down to 110 lets go

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

told her i was hungry and she made me soup at 1am and is now coming to pick me up??? life is good

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

im 110 now and i havent even tried to lose weight but now i think im abt to relapse again and i dont want to but i also really want to

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

ummmm i literally havent even tried (i fasted for two days cus i was in her room and was so excited i wasnt hungry)

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

we r locked in i told her abt my ed

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

also guys i have a thigh gap for days now im so happy

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

like i dont wanna relapse but i kinda do

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

relapse tonight queen? relapse tonight? hey queen, relapse tonight?

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

im ngl i dont like men whatsoever but i might hook up w one just to see what the big deal is

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

@shtwtisdumb evil actually

[elise ˚ · . edtwt @b4m_c4ls]

i so badly want to know how much i weigh but ik if i weigh myself, whether i gained or lost, id relapse so badly