Termination, rights, severance, tax calculation, i'm really sick of it. Explore multiple AI just to solve my problem both work and personal. Until the point i'm addicted to it and feel not so sure to make my own decision
It stressed me out becoming an adult. Forced to keep functioning well even under pressure, control emotion, make sure to stay in moral compass line. And this path, is not the most comfortable beneficial one
I'm afraid that i will repeat the same mistake again. Moving on is hard, may tke months or even years. I hate it when i keep questioning my owself, be the center of blame. It feels like i stuck in the same place, while the other just move forward easily.
it's unfair how people who traumatize you get to move on and progress with their life so casually and carefree while you're healing and relearning all the basics just to feel human again