ayala

🔞THE #1 BACHE FANGIRL

bpd, taken by the best man in my world

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune I could be perfectly normal and happy and have zero suicidal ideation if I was able to do what I need for my brain, but society forces me to be exposed. So part of my rehabilitation relies on other people If that makes sense. I have to be vague bc x limit. We can always dm

[ayala @bachebitch]

Das me

[lychee @smalldollla]

My pussy dry & one of my boobs is bigger than the other & I’m suicidal

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune If a dog was shocked anytime it did something, it develops pattern recognition to avoid the pain. You can alleviate this fear via positive reinforcement, desensitization, and showing it won’t happen again. And impatient people would rather shock the dog again

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune I feel like autism affects this. My whole brain works on pattern matching.

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune And it is a personal stubbornness and refusal to just believe i have something good because my faith and trust was always fucking taken and stomped on. I don’t see a point in believing until I have all the proof because having my hope crushed one last time will mean im doomed

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune And now I have to deconstruct everything just to still be fucked over and have it proven right at every fucking corner. I hate that its been fucking right. But with my partner it hasnt been so I can finally have a chance at healing as long as he doesnt prove it right again

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune I think it is good to be realistic about my situation instead of lying to myself, especially since I have a partner. I have to be honest with him and make sure he understands I might not get better so he doesn’t end up distraught or bitter

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune Its association. Id have to force myself to stop associating triggers with danger, but if my fears get validated, then what? My body automatically goes into adrenaline, shaking,nausea,numbness,disassociation. I have to be a mega crazy insufferable bitch about triggers to avoid it

[101.🪐 @ysuckgirl]

Fun fact: It is typically illegal to sell a puppy younger than 8 weeks old because it’s considered cruel to separate it from its mother, but unfortunately corporate America expects women to return to work 4 weeks after giving birth.

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune I will watch it but unfortunately I have so little control over it after my amygdala got absolutely fried. Its never been so over but somehow someone is putting up with me for the time being and it is inspiring hope that will hopefully let me apply knowledge to my life

[Ashley Graves 𓆩♡𓆪 @belovedgore]

>_< ୨୧ #tcoaal kinda late day 3 and 4 for #leyleyweek2026

[ayala @bachebitch]

@KathAntonio7 I am pickle addicted. I am also salivating right now.

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune I’m one of those people where my brain is a dumb sensitive bitch so things most people can handle deeply traumatize me. Apparently its common in autism. I despise it. I’m a wuss

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune I’m highly lucid but also extremely neurotic. Even easy cases need a lot of effort to see remission, which actually means they can still have symptoms just less!! Not to be doomer, but I think for me being proven wrong time and time again will slowly fix me.

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune Sir I have BPD, suicidal ideation comes free with my extended trial. I damn wish going to the gym would cure my cluster b personality disorder

[ayala @bachebitch]

@TheRealRamune It does not. I’m not even sure what ones you are talking about.

[ayala @bachebitch]

Since generalizing is ok maybe women are all actually hypergamous and unloving

[lu @lu9jcg]

women think their man wont be looking at younger women is so funny

[ayala @bachebitch]

>subculture is created to subvert norms and expectations
>subculture suddenly gets in the mainstream
>what a weird subculture
>women dumb down subculture to its most basic core to larp
>it gets sexualized and popular
>subculture is now everything it was originally against

[rose 🍓 @rosesnokia]

i really hate how goth women have been changed into a bimbo stereotype in the public eye

[ayala @bachebitch]

I miss the real og goth

[Sherpa @Sherpa_OC]

@duckedtfoffff How did they psyop an entire generation into thinking this is goth? What happened to all the bad bitches in escape the fate merch, beaded belts and fucked up rats nest hair? Give the people what they want