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food pics, vents, ed thoughts, things ● cw: 149 ● ugw: 98 ● he, they ● 28 y/o ● If you know me irl, no you don't. Please, go away.

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● 27 y/o ● he, they ● 5'2ft/158cm ● hw: 230± ● ugw: 98 ●

Nonedtwt dont interact pls

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Now everything at work is awkward, i hate it here

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Based on today, im pretty sure my coworkers hate me lol

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Had 545cals of alcohol, might need to buy another bottle cuz im running low

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My eyes hurt so bad cuz i spent my whole lunch break crying, i cant wait to clock out

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I just told a man maybe he was missing a couple of inches because he made fun of my shoes cuz they have platforms

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I just think its a little funny that at the end of day i dont even have friends

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Not killing myself in 2019 is still my biggest regret

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And fuck him, that shit is karma

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Im pretty sure my bpd would not be this bad if i didnt live in this fucking island

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Yest again need to remind myself that there is no point in me getting excited and trying to be friendly and sharing my interests, none of them care and they will just tuen away the moment they can

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This will either get me fired or set a standard, we all know which one capitalism prefers

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I also had a dream that was so sweet and comforting...and knowing that it will never be my reality just further proves my life is worthless, i dont have a future

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Cant sleep because i keep thinking of how i really dont matter to anyone, im just something they tolerate

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Ate like a pig again

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To understand that the bigger numbers at the top were the inches...how is it that in this day and age we just have dumber and more illiterate ppl...

Needless to say, he didnt do the job and hasnt texted me or called me lol

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Yesterday i had a dude over at my house to fix a window and he forgot his measuring tape so i lent him mine...and he said he couldnt use mine because 'i dont underatand the smaller numbers at the bottom'...centimeters...he didnt know what centimeters r and it made him unable +

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Im also drunk lol it really is impossible to run away from addictions if u dont have a support system or a will to live

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Anyways, back on the grind, i slacked off for 5 days and i overate so i need to make up for it at least somewhat, i cant keep being a fat slob

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Fake ppl type of shit lol i hate americans

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I think she didnt like it but she's just too nice to tell me