I honestly hate being someone who busts my ass at my jobs when in return, I'm not cared about as a person. My hustle, free time or well being are not considered or appreiated. This shit is depressing
fear of abandonment is a really tough thing to overcome. if someone has left or shut you down coldly in a moment of raw vulnerability, itβs so easy to internalise this and believe they will do it again, or that other people will do it. unlearning this is difficult, it takes time.
idk who needs to hear this but you can be a good person and still express your frustration. you can be a good person and still lose your patience. you can be a good person and confront an issue assertively. it doesnβt take away from your character. Let your feelings flow weβre all human beings.