something happened today. i was ranting to a friend about never finding the perfect kind of love or that a love that are too good can only be found in fairytales, not in this life etc etc. then she said, “but the people who created those fairytales are in this life, right?”
As time goes by, the moment will come– Jay once loved Jake, like how he once loved Jumps. How a part of him once loved both of them. And how another part of him is living, loving, and choosing his self for himself.
love is never about being loved back. loving someone goes beyond human selfishness! you fall for someone not bec they can love you the same! you love them REGARDLESS.
always regardless.
We all want to have a john paul and henry james in our life– people who will constantly make you feel valid & seen.
But I also hope we find our own jek. A jek who would roll his eyes and talk harshly, but bakes cookies for you because it's his way of showing he cares.
“There is no awkwardness. No fumbling or turning. It happens so smoothly, like a well-rehearsed dance that they’ve been doing through the years; like this is perhaps something other versions of themselves do.”
[🎨] Maluway AU by @pradasode