feeling very bad don’t know what exactly is wrong could be the multiple disorders or the childhood trauma or the bad weather or the nutritional deficiencies or the lack of sleep or my hormones or the curses or my father or the loud noises or
if you catch yourself BEGGING someone for…human decency? a response? time together? clarify? respect? some compassion? some kindness? you need to make a step back & realize you’re begging someone for bare minimum. that’s ridiculous beneath you. fuck that shit.
for someone who has isolation as their coping mechanism‚ i hope you find a lover who understands your silence. life’s already hard‚ be with someone who makes living easier
So far this year, I’ve learned that people really know what they’re doing. They know how it affects you, they know how it would feel if it were done to them. They know.