Maybe this will be my lowbie account. Maybe I will stay very small, and I will know that only people who very much want to see my thoughts will follow bc if they just want to keep social connection w me they can follow big one and I won’t be offended if they don’t follow this one
And I don’t fix everything in terms of like I know what he should do and what decisions he should make and I take action, no, absolutely no action. I am just there. I just exist and then he pulls it all together from there
Ok see this is why I made the alt. This is the exact sort of thing that I would’ve regretted posting on my main almost immediately. But here it’s totally fine. Let diary-posting recommence
I know this is kinda fucked up but I would like to meet a guy who simply can’t cope with life and is just in general hopeless and then I arrive and fix everything… like I’m the Vitamin or something
every day he should be thinking something like “I’m doomed I’m doomed I’m doomed” and then I show up and he thinks “maybe god doesn’t hate me after all…”
I know this is kinda fucked up but I would like to meet a guy who simply can’t cope with life and is just in general hopeless and then I arrive and fix everything… like I’m the Vitamin or something
Something kinda cool about this - there are a couple people I’m mutuals with on my main who I really really like, but who probably shouldn’t be seeing every passing thought that goes thru my head