Basil

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[Basil @basil_z_]

My last account got suspended, so for all my past oomfs out there, this is my new one :/

[˖ ֹ੭୧ el hsdetwt ⊹ ࣪ ⑅ @Zian_Vouiz0413]

This is me if you care #shtwt #988twt #slittwt

[Basil @basil_z_]

My mom told me that my legs look like as if i tried to saw them off,
it was supossed to be a "wake up" comment ,
but its literally the biggest complement ever for me-
I want more , so that people will wonder how tf am i still walking

[★ — NUKLEAR ᵎᵎ 🪻🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ @RADI0AKTIVENDER]

Is this a common experience

[Basil @basil_z_]

Muscle spasms have to be one of the worst sh symptoms of mine , i literally cannot sleep bcs my arm, and legs keep shaking , and spasming uncontrollably ,
When im doing something its semi alright and im able to ignore it, but when i try to sleep they get so much worse

[Basil @basil_z_]

Im going to start sh on my torso soon, bcs ✨summer✨ and im overheating,
and besides that im starting to have some issues with mobility bcs of the scars-

[Basil @basil_z_]

@Stayingherexnow I mean this was the first time the pain was that intense, and i was planning to go to the doctor for it , but i keep putting the plans away😭
I might need to actually go soon

[Basil @basil_z_]

Heart pain so bad my vision goes black and the pain is pulsating all the way up to my throat, and even down my shoulder and arm.

[Basil @basil_z_]

I want to burn half the skin from my arm off, im gonna attempt it today, lest pray i dont pussy out , i dont want to be a failure even at what i used to be the best at.

[Basil @basil_z_]

Getting told to change from knee lenght shorts and cover myself up in my own house , cos my unckle is here for 2 days , and my mom is discusted by my mutilated body , and doesnt want to explain her actions to him , and how fucked up i am.

[o̴̶̷᷄‸o̴̶̷̥᷅ @lukatilll]

Surely I can’t be the only one

[Basil @basil_z_]

Pulse of almost 180 bcs i just went up the stairs to close my window cos it started raining...

[Basil @basil_z_]

@BadAdviceJacky Shush, u dont like my plans anyway u hater>:( /sarc

[Basil @basil_z_]

Might actually start hiding my scars, bcs if my mother feels discusted With my body then i can just use that as an excuse to do more damage while hiding it, and tell her thats just bcs she cant keep her mouth shut about them , and they discust her anyway.

[Basil @basil_z_]

@Unicornshtwt223 RADIOHEAD?!?!?!?!

[Basil @basil_z_]

Sesh today is going to be a banger, i need to lock in bcs ive been giving myself too much comfort lately, and i hate it.

[Basil @basil_z_]

@Cokenotdiet Take some rest<33

[Basil @basil_z_]

@jiu996626865183 Youre so sweet ily<333 :)

[Basil @basil_z_]

I hate my mother so fucking much , i belived she has changed, but shes the same horrible person she was before , the only thing that Has changed is that she cannot be physically violent towards me bcs i can defend myself now.
Shes making me want to kms.

[Basil @basil_z_]

@bogdanofshtwt HUH?

[Basil @basil_z_]

@pourmeinthesink Yeah , i have pretty severe scars all over my body that people are not used to seeing, so i had a couple of times people just try and reach their hands to touch them out of curiosity ,tho its still weird to for my teacher to try and touch my thighs-

[Basil @basil_z_]

My teacher tried to touch my thighs today?
Just bcs i have scars?
And got mad when i smacked his hand away, and told him that its not his buisness lmaoo?