@lifeinunreality A really really truthful view is that we never get the old back, we can only always move forward with it without SMI.
BUT true or not feels like BS. It’ll be a decade alone just to recover financially. Physical scars forever. There just is no going back. Hard pill to swallow.
suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking
Me and my brother just spoke for the first time in months. I had been heartbroken over the silence lately. His birthday was Monday. I text him and sent him a card and didn’t hear from him, but today I called him and he called me back and we talked for an hour. My ❤️ feels full ☺️
@madbpd “Too smart for your own good” is what my therapists calls me. We see too much. Stuff were not supposed to see. Stuff people don’t want you to see.
I wish my bpd didn’t make me notice so much. I pick up on everything; the slightest change of tone, body language, lies & deceit. I see and hear way too much. Ignorance is bliss.
Yes. As long as it was an apology for the truth. You can’t apologize for hurting me and then expecting me to also let you live with the lies you’ve told.