Jill Ferguson

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@TheLegacyOfLeo @ouroneofthree Same here, we have moved a lot too and will again soon. #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@TheLegacyOfLeo Definitely in society. I felt very rejected from the “mom club” after Abigail was born and even now I don’t feel like I fit anywhere #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@TheLegacyOfLeo Hi everyone, I’m hoping to be able to drop in and out #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@TheLegacyOfLeo @ShoeboxofM I am Canadian but lived in Abu Dhabi when Abigail died and she was born there. There are a lot of things I wish I had known then that I know now. I often wonder how different things would have been if we had left and I had given birth in a Western country. #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

Hi everyone! It's been awhile, hoping to dip in and out tonight #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@LifeWithoutLuna @gabriellegracek @PuffinsMummy @TheLegacyOfLeo I used to knit a lot, then I stopped. I knit Abigail a blanket for the hospital then stopped again. I've taken it up again as a way to keep my hands moving, stop snacking, feel a little more productive #BabyLossHour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

I thought I was going to be a able to participate tonight but it doesn't look like it! I hope everyone is well xx #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

I am sadly only going to be able to check in periodically tonight as I have to cook supper but will hopefully have a chance to catch up later #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

Hi everyone! I am not going to be able to participate in #babylosshour, feeling quite poorly. I hope everyone is well and has a gentle week ❤️

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@abcdefgeorg @TheLegacyOfLeo Same here, around in the background - hope to participate where I can #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

Joining late tonight and hoping I can get caught up enough to participate in #babylosshour. I hope everyone is well

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

Running a bit late tonight, hoping I can catch some of #babylosshour tonight

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

I have to leave a bit early tonight too, thanks for the discussion. I hope everyone has a gentle week #BabyLossHour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@merrymunky @LifeWithoutLuna @PuffinsMummy @TheLegacyOfLeo I can so relate to this, I love my home bubble now that we are (almost) settled after moving #babyloss

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@TheLegacyOfLeo @CorrinaGB This something else I try to tell myself when everything seems too heavy. There are so many things I know now that I did not at the time. I had so much fear about what was going to happen to her body as we were in a foreign country, it really traumatized me #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@TheLegacyOfLeo @CorrinaGB I have this guilt as well, for not celebrating enough or taking photos. I really thought we had all the time in the world. I also feel guilty for things I did or didn't do in hospital after she was born #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@TheLegacyOfLeo I try to tell myself that I would have done anything to save her and hope the waves pass. #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

@LifeWithoutLuna I'm doing well, hanging in there. How are you feeling? I know you've been a bit under the weather. #babylosshour

[Jill Ferguson @beanjily]

A bit late arriving tonight, I hope everyone is well #BabyLossHour