You should get sick more often.
Not to curse anyone, but every time I fall sick, I come out of it with more motivation, a clearer conviction, and greater gratitude for my health.
Just saying.
You've experienced yourself go through every single moment of change and growth you've personally encountered.
And you're still present for more.
That's not nothing.
Watched a grandpa carry his grandchild. I felt the care in his hands. The steadiness.
I must have been held like that once. Before I could remember it. Before I understood what safety was.
Sometimes the body remembers the love, even if the mind can't.
But if thinking about death encourages gratitude and reminds us all that our time in this world is limited, then yes, think about death. You'll be manifesting gratitude and agency and all the good things that come with that.
I've learned to think about death everyday.
And before you come at me with wide open eyes, horror struck, saying "why on earth are you manifesting death and thinking about it?!" Stop.
You can't manifest death, death is coming for us all. You think every breath you breath in gives you life? No, it really only brings you closer to death.
In another month I will embark on the path towards my childhood dream of becoming a full time writer.
Life has a weird way of saying “this is what you’re meant to do”. Everything in the past was practice. Everything in the future will be practice. But this time, with purpose.