a girl hiding behind the mask of bipolar, anxiety, fibro, ptsd survivor of abuse. Place to express my thoughts or feelings. I’m an old soul & empath ♓️💟☮️🌊🦋
@LifeWithLydia@WithYouSww didn’t learn more about it until I was out of my parents house. always had something going on,they were not open to therapy or mental https://t.co/aWOEfqovK1 was in my family it was taboo and never discussed. I didn’t start this journey until I was 23. Tried to kill myself at 12.
I never understood how someone could purposely want to hurt another person like this. They are supposed to be your end game, soulmate, grow old together person. I never understood either that even I saw this and all the signs I still thought and hoped it could be turned around.
You will never know more intense, destructive punishment for attempting to love someone than when you have the misfortune of giving your love to a narcissist.
@UncustomaryHW First, I hope he put your mind at ease, and second, while anxiety is horrible, it’s refreshing how real you are about your own anxiety. How even with your success and all you are just like us! Thank you for sharing and showing we are not alone. 💗
Sad part is even though we are no longer together, I am still continuing this pattern with others just to keep the peace...when will I learn to let this go and actually set boundaries? How long will this take!? ☹️
Agreeing to things to just keep the peace is actually a trauma response
When you do this, you’re disrespecting your boundaries
No more make myself uncomfortable for others comfortability
I have control now, so do you
Take up space and run my life !! #narcissisticabuse
Here’s a question. Been told my fibromyalgia is due to my abusive relationship. Soooo now that we are no longer together, will it go away or will I continue to suffer and be in pain forever? #Fibromyalgia#ChronicPain