I felt like the work I put in was just gone to waste if I just choke and perform like that. My year just started and it already feels like I’m so far behind everyone else. I want to do better, but I don’t know where to start.
My confidence really took a hit the last 2 Regionals I attended. I can’t see myself winning with the deck I have, and I don’t know how to proceed from here :/.
It’s not like I wasn’t trying either. I felt so out classed and it feels like the deck I’m using is just wasted on me. I feel like I let the people who helped me and cheered me on down. I feel like I let myself down.
Never have I been more frustrated at myself learning a new deck. Did playing nothing but tenpai rot my brain? Why can’t I figure out how to get to my end board and use my interactions correct 😭
I feel like I’m walking around aimlessly again. Things have been going well in life, but for some reason I feel like I’m just going no where. Truth be told I miss competing. The process of preparing, practicing, and showcasing my hard work is something I want to do again.
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