@cloutoween Didn't grow up in a nice home and my parents didn't get better yet they still are confused why I acted irrational and overreact when people don't listen to me when I defend myself :3
(idk if this is tm to dump here but last 3 therapists quit on me so basically the only spot lol)
i want to have someone with their hand down my underwear, touching my pussy so softly and almost in auto-pilot while they are doing something else, not paying me any attention like i’m just a toy, while i just keep getting more wet and trying not to whimper too hard
@automabunny The perfect line between pain and pleasure where everything's blurred and the world feels like a background element to the person in front of you.
I need a lot of trust in whoever's topping to enter this state which makes the moment even hotter 💖
@automabunny The point where I almost safe word then a feeling of pure bliss washes over me and only get back to that point a while later for the cycle to continue 🥰🥰
Not like I can escape anyway.. 😵💫😵💫
@pluralbears DW I have the same feeling it's rough and completely normal for systems. Remember, self denial is part of the disorder and just take time and don't overwhelm yourself it's the quickest way to spiral in my experience 💖