Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline —

26; #Bisexual, #Virgo working #Mom of 3, happily taken & sharing my thoughts — #MentalHealth #BipolarClub #BPD #Survivor #PTSD #WomensHealth #GamerGirl #Warrior

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I’ve never really formally introduced myself, so here we go.
My name is Michelle, I’m 25 & I’ve been diagnosed with quite a few things that affect my life severely day to day.
Bipolar2, BPD, PTSD, PMDD, Anxiety & Panic Disorder.

1/5..

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

@KloppSupremacy Loooooving your hair!!

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

@bipolaritycheck 100% for me. Sometimes I wonder if it’s the panic attack that gives me that “hangover feel” though. If I take clonazepam it’s because I’ve gotten to a point where I can’t ground myself so it’s usually pretty bad :(

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

Overwhelmed, overworked, and now I’m sick… again.

What a vicious cycle 🤦🏼‍♀️

#bipolarclub #surviving #mentalhealth #wintermonths

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I want to feel like my presence isn’t a burden. I feel broken knowing that I’m so difficult to be around, I don’t want to believe I’m that bad of a person. Why isn’t it easy to spend time with me? Is it really me? I can’t take this.

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I’ve never felt so worthless in my life. Laying here repeating words in my head that were followed with 0 action. I’m a fool for thinking there was meaning behind the things that were said. Why would I ever be important to anyone? I’m not.

[rico @somethinglovely]

cheers

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I could legitimately write a book about my traumas. A lengthy novel at that — if I can manage to remember them all.

[ᴘᴏᴛᴀᴛᴜᴍ @pot8um]

You ever have so many traumatic events occur within a year that you forget about the earlier ones

Until you happen to remember and go
“…oh yeah”

[🐢 @turtlebreezee]

Protect your mental health by not looking at things you know will trigger it

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

Mother Nature is kicking me right in the uterus & she’s a strong bitch this month.

The pain & overwhelming hormones are unbearable.

#PremenstrualDysphoricDisorder #PMDD #bipolar #bpd #anxietydisorder #panicdisorder #PTSD #MentalHealthAwareness

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I’m so scared to dive in, I know I won’t stop.

[Karun Pal @karunpal]

Introverts love weird things. I mean, crazy things. Voodoo, vibes, astrology, psychology, spirits and spells. Something stirs their curiosity, they go obsession mode. They dig until they can dig no more. That's the level of crazy I'm talking. And you think they're quiet. Lol.

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I feel this in my core

[𝓶 𝓪 𝓭 𝓮 𝓵 𝔂 𝓷 @madbpd]

As borderlines, a lot of the time, deep inside, we feel that our emotions are wrong, we are ‘too much’ for others, our existence itself is a burden, and we don’t deserve a place in the world. We would rather be in pain than affect other people, so we hold everything in.

[Miss libra. @jawnnthadonn]

It's so scary how well people pretend.

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

Observe.

[reggie mills @MillsReggie]

Sometimes you need to learn to be quiet even when you have a lot to say.

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I live a life where I’m constantly questioning my own self.
Are my thoughts really rational? Are my feelings actually valid in the current situation? Am I overreacting or not reacting enough?

I wish my own brain didn’t confuse me on a daily basis. #bipolarclub #bpd

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

It takes a warrior 🖤

[Aura🌻 @Auras_Journey]

I don't think people with suicidal ideation get enough credit. Managing to keep going, keep fighting and keep alive every day despite your brain doing it's best to end your life, is the clearest example of strength I know. Going against your own wishes. Deciding to stay. Strength

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

It’s been a while again, I miss you all. I hope you’re doing well ✨

Work & family have kept me super busy & occupied so it’s been kinda nice for me lately. I’ve definitely had more than a few ups & downs, I’d like to start coming here more often again to express myself.🖤

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I’m not enough. No matter how hard I try, I’m hurtful, I’m annoying, I’m anxious, I’m chaotic. It’s a never ending cycle of trying only to fail. My flaws bury sight of the things about me that shine.

I wish I could be the me I know I am, without the sick brain.

#bipolarclub

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I’d love to hear even more stories 🖤

#keepitgoing #bipolarclub

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

Happy Monday everyone!

I’m not happy but it’s definitely Monday 🥱🥴

#bipolarclub

[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I’ve never experienced anything like this. My Nan was very secretly witchy her entire life, & now that she’s passed I’m feeling more drawn to it than ever.

I’m very excited to see what kind of peace I can find from this.

My brain needs healing.✨

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[Bi🌈Bipolar&Borderline — @bibipolar2]

I am ecstatic.
I opened up to a close friend about how I’m feeling drawn to witchcraft … turns out her mother is a witch & is part of a coven in town. She invited me to an open circle!

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