filament 🪡 🪷

Non-practicing writer. Tube of blue paint that wished to become a real girl. Spiritual, emotional, aesthetic gorefest.

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

Wow it's crazy that God has all the answers for every stage and event of life you could possibly experience. Have you guys looked into this

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

On some level I love "OCD" as a concept because it has given me tremendous relief to know that my life is not some unique solitary torture chamber. Through OCD existing at all, and as an experience that affects many people, I have a sense of vision and touch.

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

It's actually very difficult to divorce your identity from your particular strain of suffering a lot of times. It's not funny or pathetic that people do this, I'm struggling with it myself

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

When you have a name for the thing that has caused you pain, you feel something like reverence for it because it's such a relief to know there's a Reason, that you're not just consigned to incomprehensible suffering for the rest of your life

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

@ftlsid Hm. What about 11s

[𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖊 🕯 @atlanticesque]

I wish I could experience the innocent admiration for and unreserved optimism about chemical manufacturing which so thoroughly permeated 1950s American pop culture.

Plastics, refrigerants, insecticides, you name it, they loved it. The future was bright with manmade materials.

[jade 🦄🌌🦋 @aggadahGothic]

people who give advice like "i got over my self-hatred by telling myself its narcissistic and evil to focus on myself so much!" seem to have fundamentally different mental issues than everyone else. like that doesnt work for the rest of us, girl. you had something else going on

[U.S. Department of the Interior @Interior]

Thick in the creek. Peak physique.

Fat Bear Week begins today.

[august @regularaugust]

Trying to help your friend through moral OCD by saying stuff like “well, we are all evil for being alive”

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

Basilisk/BLIT image but instead of making you go insane it gives you the Cheese Touch

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

Family dog getting put down this week or next. I can't stop crying I hate myself and I hate watching this happen

[Lana Del Raytheon @whitehousebride]

This is the truthnuke for me. My experience has always been that I’ve nerfed myself in dating by expecting men to be as uniformly attracted to this as they are online.

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

Oh for goodness sake. Quibbling over whether it's "mental health" or "demons" is pointless. Do we want people to get the help they need or not

[🕊️ @lichthauch]

Your grandmother knew the names of demons before psychology invented new words for them. She blessed bread because bread is covenant, covered mirrors because reflection is dangerous, threw salt because salt remembers the sea that birthed all life. superstition is what she called sight

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

I'm so glad I've mostly moved past wanting to look like a starved tragic waif and now this is my dream body

[Complex Pop Culture @ComplexPop]

Callina Liang as Chun-Li behind-the-scenes of ‘STREET FIGHTER’

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

@kenzsinterlude Atp I will try anything short of ayahuasca or rejecting Christ to cure my OCD

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

I need to be involved in an art scene before I lose my mind

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

I regret to inform you the lentil bowl is not good

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

Yogurt with apples + walnut + cinnamon, lentil bowl with chicken + roasted cauliflower/zucchini + harissa for this week's meal prep 🍂❤️

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

@unfiltereid Mf got taken out by Stan by Eminem...

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

@rarestbarbie I appreciate your openmindedness ❤️ and thanks for the reminder re: doll

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

Like nobody fucking uses the word "equal" to mean "identical" you smug dishonest little shithead, in colloquial Western English 99% of the time "equal" refers to value and everybody knows that. I know it's not your first day here.

[filament 🪡 🪷 @bigsadeyes617]

Some people love doing this thing where they say "men and women aren't equal" and then if you get mad they go "aw shucks I didn't say one was BETTER than the other... YOU assumed that ;)" because they've just now discovered the bullshit word games libtards were doing 10 years ago