i cant sleep i have such bad chest pain and paranoia. im convinced theyre fucking. thats it and i can't ask anything i cant say anything incant even be mad i told them i needed it to be over to work on myself but i think theyre fuckign and its making me nauseous
i have nothing and noone. my relationship is over, i don't trust any of my friends, i doubt if i ever liked any of these people. i feel so hollow and empty