punya pega

grief for what ?

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

are you the reward that people talk about?

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

now the lyrics was clear, echoing through my brain day by day, now i know how it feels, how much it's hurt.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

suddenly, everything seems so blurry

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

milestones 1.

[Aesthetics 𝕏 @aestheticsguyy]

they wont care

tap the post

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

we were not on the same page.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

funny thing is i still get treated like i was before, bittersweet.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

loaded dream still leaves me empty

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

counting years like counting loses, well lets see what God surprises us this year, another milestone or another loses.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

Too far to be gone, too close to stay,
where I should be is nothingness.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

well, if its good for your head, might not be good for my heart.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

fiction that you tell me about, makes me believe that was really real

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

Searching for door that no longer exists.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

where was the fun that you promised?

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

i miss those days, when i cry over slices of pizza.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

Pain isn’t something you owe grief for.
You grieve for what was lost—the future you imagined, the self you almost were.
Pain is raw data.
Grief is interpretation.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

Not everything that looks like a prayer
comes as an answer.

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

As this year ends, the best sound I’ve heard is your voice. Let’s see if anything beats it before New Year’s Eve

[punya pega @bjprasetya]

6 years has passed, i still being cowards. no guts to talk.