Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀

she/her | vegetarian | 25 | 181 cm | ortho

[may @maybellinaa]

“i lost __lbs in july!” all i lost in july was july

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

I've been really absent and sick. I've been binging and trying to heal myself over the past two weeks, because I turned in my bachalor thesis. I passed, but at what cost?

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

I'm embarrassed to stay I've been over eating the entire week. I'm ravenous 😫😫😣🐽

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

I've been overeating and purging non stop for the past 4 days. I'm tired you guys. I hate myself.

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

@miamiraggio I have it too I think :( my chestbones are showing but the fat wont leave my legs- it feels so heavy :((

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

why do I keep forgetting i have lipodema? my weight fluctuates more than the average person, yet I still wake up in tears to see I gained 2kg out of nowhere over night

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

i had a terrible fucking night and day. I relapsed, purged my guts out and was up all night and morning with a stomach ache! 🥹😊

[27. @dimvji]

burnout from doing nothing all day but still feeling exhausted

[ᛝRina ノ Michicaೀ @idoldeathskaa]

Do I have to commit suicide for people to listen to me?

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

I think I'm going to try to stick to a 300-500 kcal deficit below my TDEE this time around. I gen don't want to relapse in b/p!! 🥹🤧

[lena 𐙚 @lust444life__]

maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining

[bruhh (edtwt) @Aly552073313332]

how it feels tweeting #edtwt when you have no moots (hint hint)

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

I feel kind of sad about lying to my boyfriend. I think he knows, but doesn't know what to say or how to handle it. He's trying to be supportive atleast.

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

dinner came out great! I made airfried french fries and added vegan tuna salad and eggs - 32p

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

breakfast! I put some fruit overtop yogurt and added a little maple syrup - 285c 28p

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

i desperately want to pop a bunch of laxative pills and see what my dry weight is, but I'm trying to not give into purging

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

@kcaImarx thanks!! I used the brocoli stem for the soup and marinated the tofu last night in the fridge with soy sauce 😌

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

I feel quite sick today, so i made something simple for dinner - 523c 42p

[Styx • (2,2/10 kg) • 💚🍵🎀 @bl00mingc0rpse]

my boyfriend said 'I'm suprised you haven't picked up smoking' I'd love to but I'm severely asthmatic 😣😞