thwi ♡ 4/8kg

weight accountability// ed adjacent probably// 25// she/her// gw 55kg ugw 48kg

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⚖️ daily weight tracker because why the hell not ⚖️

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where is my beautiful barista who are these people

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very pleasant to think you're friends with someone until they invite your housemate/best friend out for dinner and not you

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men want "crazy bipolar women" until i decide at the drop of a hat i actually have no interest in romance anymore and stop talking to them because i got bored

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talked to nextdoorbarista which i do literally every single day and i went bright red for absolutely no reason like that is so fucking embarrassing

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ugh he's the sexiest man i have ever seen

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this is getting a little pathetic

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i am now free to fantasize about guiltlessly strangers

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hot barista has never once looked through our front windows when he's walking by before and today he did it twice and waved at me the second time be still my pathetic little heart

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one thing in my life may be going right for once but the rest of my life is still fucked

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yeah i think i need to break up with my boyfriend so i can fantasize about strangers in peace

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i am emotionally cheating on my boyfriend in my imagination

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anyway every time i see the barista from nextdoorcafe i want to fuck him so badly and at present i'm finding every excuse not to fuck my boyfriend i think i'm not a relationship person because i love the thrill of the chase

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i'm a bad person if my boyfriend knew how much i wanted the barista in my neighbour cafe it would destroy him

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i love spending the night at my boyfriend's house because he gets so distracted by sex he forgets to offer me food so i can fast for like 18 hours without even thinking about it AND i get a few hours of workout as well

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"that was bad when i went" okay well i liked it when i went

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god forbid i plan something small for my own birthday for the first time in years and sort of just expect my closest friends to not start complaining about the restaurant i'm inviting them to

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saying i want to lose weight before my big trip next year and my closest irl saying but ur so skinny already rn... girl i seen the candids don't lie to me

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be too eager to fuck and men get all fucking cagey pick a SIDE

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going to bed to rub one out and cry about not getting fucked

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now i gotta lose weight to fuck this man in two weeks and also for my halloween costume double the determination