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[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

Random middle aged woman started giving me a lap dance in the pub last night and my fiancée just sat there laughing
Don't know whether to be offended by the lack of protection or impressed by her calm nature

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

@Freshwaterhabs Have done this😊

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

@Freshwaterhabs tonight in Hastings! Wildlife pond in my garden
Frogs started Amplexus on Sunday night, 4 days later I have spawn ☺️

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

Why couldn't it have been me, you should still be here

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

@OfficeShoes can you assist me, your live chat isn't processing my responses

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

Fuck me this is painful. Cannot bring myself to go downstairs and see my parents

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

I cant do this. I just want to sleep all through christmas. I want my brother

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

Every day gets harder and harder, I just can't see the light through this

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

I was so excited for this Christmas, the first time in years I'd have enough money to actually treat my family, and my brother isn't here for me to spoil

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

I'm tired, I'm in pain, I don't know what to do with myself anymore

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

I miss my dog so much I feel so guilty but i can barely get myself out the house on my own I'm so fucking depressed😭

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

Please just fucking take me and bring my brother back. I'd do anything to swap.places. he doesn't deservethis

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

I can't smell your scent on your hoodie anymore

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

I feel so guilty for being alive while my brother is dead

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

Fiancée is out for dinner tonight so went to lidl and got myself a bottle of red, sirloin steak and all the essentials for the steak dinner all for £12. Bargain

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

@reservoirdoges 💛💛💛💛

[𝕮𝖍𝖑𝖔𝖊 @blacktxorange]

This year was going to be so perfect. The year I got engaged to my soul mate. The year I finished my training and qualified. Now I've finished my training I just can't bare the thought of going through with it. I don't want to go to work. I feel I don't deserve my partner.