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20. 177cms. bmi 18.4. any pronouns. diagnosed w bulimia. butch lesbian.

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I’m still sick and nothings better betting . I’m throwing my life and youth away for what ?

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I’m so sick of being fat

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The ‘ill recover when I’m dead’ mindset has really taken over me

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feckingggg fools dude

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the way everyone thinks I’m recovering hahahaha 😭😭😭

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Feeling ? Not fat ?

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@NlNGRlNAS Good luck dude !!! I heard it works super well

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pls yes they’re not tooo high and fill u up decently !!!

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speak 4 urself tumblr 2014 girlies … I don’t want to be dainty and feminine, I want to be so thin that my body is totally androgynous… aghhh

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This isn’t an excuse to be rude about people at all ofc .. but like . It’s important to consider as context that this is literally a mental illness ..

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people get so mad at Ed sufferers for being ‘fatphobic’ … dude I literally cried over a tomato and then binged on 5000 calories an hour later, my brain is not well 😭

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I wouldn’t wish purging / bulimia on anyone lmao … it seemed so harmless, and now, 2 years later I’m literally having my heart monitored / blood taken every couple of days to check my body isn’t going to seize up and die

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no bcs if I get sent back to the hospital I’ll cry

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How many calories in pussy ? Asking for a friend

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@seokcals Thanks bbb

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Ew

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Lmaooo I’m creasin like how can I be sent to hospital bcs of my bulimia and then come back and immediately start purging

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@seokcals Thanks dude . They said I can leave later when this last drip is done ? Maybe so I’m feeling good hahaha

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lol I know the caption of this is being silly but guys trust me never let your Ed get to this point, this is so miserable I can’t explain it. Recovery is worth it and not just something for other people, for YOU too

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~~~ aesthetic