kian

#bpdtwt #venttwt i int with shedtwt, i rant a lot. ifb 16+ accs only, ndni but free block

[kian @bloodcoffees]

i love him

[kian @bloodcoffees]

i just want someone to need me like i need them

[kian @bloodcoffees]

i miss her but i'm not what she needs and i'll never be what she needs i'm so fucking ill

[Max @unforeseen444]

She taught me a lesson I’d rather not have learned

[Max @unforeseen444]

How do I allow myself 2 keep ppl in my life? How do I let anyone keep me in there’s?

[momo🌷 @cruelsoft]

⋆𐙚₊ jasmine tea + matcha swirl soft serve ˚⊹♡
I should not have eaten the dried flowers 😭‼️

[kian @bloodcoffees]

@bnnyonline_ do they not know how mental health works? that sucks i'm so sorry you're better off with other friends

[kian @bloodcoffees]

@alysacel noted 🙁

[kian @bloodcoffees]

is cutting worth it lmao

[uu @um33m3]

me? i’m okay! i just wish my feelings meant something to you is all

[JΛCΞ @jaceels2]

the overwhelming urge to delete everything and go missing

[Max @unforeseen444]

I was everything 4 u, guess tht wasn’t enough

[kian @bloodcoffees]

@Rott3ncentipide real as hell

[kian @bloodcoffees]

i feel like nobody takes me seriously because i dont self harm in any physical form but i genuinely feel like a danger to myself so why can't i just be treated with priority i'm never a priority anywhere i go

[kian @bloodcoffees]

@alysacel this test is bullshit dw

[kian @bloodcoffees]

ykw not surprised
https://t.co/xdy4MirT4D

[rend THE CARED FOR @zeroedmymind]

Yupieeee:3

[kian @bloodcoffees]

@alysacel alysa did not stand up for her rights JUST for these cunts to speak on her body when it's literally a sign of her rebellion against the toxic standards imposed on athletes. omg

[kian @bloodcoffees]

she deactivated i'm crying

[kian @bloodcoffees]

@egalisd it's still wrong to be fatshaming anybody in general, let alone an olympics athlete. get a private account and be disordered on your own if you want. don't be surprised if you get attacked by others for expressing these kinds of thoughts publicly.

[kian @bloodcoffees]

but there's no point seeking new people to replace the void because people are going to give me the same exact treatment when they start putting less effort and don't tell me why. i am so sick and tired of this, i don't want to live like this anymore

[kian @bloodcoffees]

it sucks when i'm the only one who relies on my favourite people to the point of feeling so purposeless and empty without them, but they're all doing fine without me.
believe me i try to preoccupy myself, but when i get a few seconds to think for myself, i feel hollow again

[kian @bloodcoffees]

i keep trying to tell them, "hey please tell me how i can be a better friend, please tell me if i am doing anything wrong" and none of them ever say anything i'm just so fucking lost