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tw ed • relapse era (diagnosed w mia) | i lift weights

[blue ♡ @bluecalss]

i'm back after such a long time and i genuinely feel so so so happy for all of my moots that are now inactive on here because they recovered, but it feels so lonely to be on here now...

...so if anyone wants to be moots, hi i'm blue 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

[blue ♡ @bluecalss]

out of 57kgs jail yessssss

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my coach today: you lost weight too quickly can we start a reverse diet starting from wherever you're sitting with your calories rn?

AAAAAAA I CANNOT. NO. Just let me get to the 40(kg)s and then we can do all the reversing you want. Just 7more kgs to go 😭

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@skzlbs thank youuu 🥹😭

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first time in two years I'm at a normal BMI, I'll cry 😭

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@butitscold i weighted myself 10 times just to make sure 😂😂

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got out of 58s jailllll, I was 57.8 this morning 🥹

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ahhh so excited, new breakfasts incomingg

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bmi still overweight but i'll get there

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finally got to new lowest since i relapse, gosh my body is fighting me so freaking much

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manifesting tomorrow's weight to be a new lw (in the current wl)

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@ezrajumpscare please i'm going to cry, you're too sweet 😭

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i know i have huge arms but it is what it is, i'll get there

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if i get the job my first salary will be going into the ninja creami. i need it.

[blue ♡ @bluecalss]

my coach called me and was like:
so apart from the fact you're not eating, what else is going on? what can we do to get you back up?

and i was like: what??

he replied: you lost 2kg in 3 weeks and you were supposed to lose 0.3kg per week, I'm not an idiot

I- 👁️👄👁️

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i need to be in the low 58s asap aaaaa

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@lhckcals ma magari...è che peso troppo, sono tutta troppo 🥺

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didn't fully hate my body in the gym today

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io che cerco di parlare con il mio coach cercando di non buttargli tutto addosso che la mia ricaduta è solo colpa mia...

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manifesting a new lowest weight tomorrow morning

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@lightpnkbrnette you look AMAZING WHAT?? 🔥