flo 🗝️ relapse era

twenty two • autistic ! •

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

i have a beach holiday in 2 weeks and i’m actually a whale i need to get it together

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

feeling of being in a deficit but gaining is soooo bad

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

never have there been so many biscuits in the office as when i’m trying to lock in on weight loss

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

it is genuinely hilarious to me how quickly i go from
“what if i went on a healthy calorie deficit to gradually lose weight and keep muscle”
to
“i hate my body and i want to never eat again”

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

also i’m being moved up to the more advanced class at my ballet studio so i need to LOCK IN

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

developing emetophobia very rapidly atm so may as well relapse too xxx

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

my ability to relapse the same time of year every year for a couple months without fail is so funny

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

i am locking in from thursday march has been a fail

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

@lavenderkcals happy birthday lus!!!

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

hey divas i looked in the mirror for 2 long whilst experiencing negative emotions so new year new me

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

it won’t let me edit my dn but i finished my fast w banana

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

@katyapilled might be best to try contacting them to check?

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

got my period 2 weeks late what if i kms

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

i am fasting today bc i figured if i do that my 3k yesterday becomes 1500 each day and that’s okay 🫶🏻

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

i can do it i can lose this weight i can lose it and lose it consistently but slower so i don’t binge i can do it

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

my brain vs “if i eat everything now i can’t eat everything tomorrow”

[flo 🗝️ relapse era @flossislost]

me rn

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eaten 3000 cals today 😍🫶🏻😍🫶🏻😍🫶🏻😍‼️‼️‼️‼️🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

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@ratthands tysm!! i get so worried about my hair and nail health hahaha