@Jraijin1@KaraCorvus Oh, right, some people love family, even after abuses. Hmm... It's probably my personal experience with blood + what little information I replied to, mixing together, making me think that there likely isn't a lot of love there. Thus it would be a simple choice to cut them out.
@MikeDrucker I never learned that ability, I always tried to do genuine work and got Cs/Ds and extreme stress.
School doesn't deserve real work. But that doesn't mean kids should have LLMs think for them.
Why is hearing someone be happy about getting to die someday more comforting than someone saying, "The world is a better place w/ you"?
I guess because the 2nd is about a nebulous "you" but it's never about YOU. But the 1st is their own feeling, and someone else feels as you do.
@osadogling I think I more just... really want to matter to someone. Even if I have lots of fun with someone, it is so exhausting it makes my body react negatively to being around others.
I think it's the fear, above the natural introversion. I'm really afraid of other people. Thanks, dad.
What a truly horrible nightmare about the bastard.
I wish I could meet a kind human male, so I could forgive their sex for existing (I know that's an irrational feeling, it comes from fear, which is from personal experience).
YOU CAN BLOCK GROKS MODIFICATIONS
I apologize if this is old news, but I JUST saw/found this today and haven’t seen anyone anywhere mentioning it so I thought I’d do so.
Click on the flag to choose a censor for image posts and you’ll find this:
A Black man was lynched. A Black man was assassinated by police. A Black woman was killed because of ICE. Black men in suits suffered the indignity of being called "nigger." The president removed a slavery exhibit. All this during Black History Month.
Maybe I'm not being charitable enough towards my mother. Maybe she's just stupid. She tries to ease me with material goods. That's all she knows, as far as I can tell.
But she's also made me weak and isolated again. I miss being able to walk places. I hate Idaho. Evil state.
Weird that my mom was surprised from me telling her that the only gross comments I got on my body were from family members. She was right there when it happened. But I guess it didn't matter to her. Now or then. She didn't say anything. I don't know if I should resent her or not.
I don't know if he was a pedophile or rapist, but he was extremely invasive and I never felt safe.
I hope someone kills him, I don't care how awful it is to wish death on someone, people like my sire deserve it.
@moonlitxkiss Kinks and Boundaries are valid.
There are some things a person can't do, and we all got different preferences and phobias—it's a phobia, I have a phobia.
In concept, and certain art styles, not so bad. But the real things are... not for me.