bluelfsuma

Loneliness is the punishment for disgracing their lives with my genesis.
A creature of fat, fur, and fear.
Death left me behind.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

i think idaho is trying to kill me

[Zev ✡ @zev_ro]

@chumbymayaa Real artists know that if you don't draw every day they kill you with hammers

[CHUMBY!!☠️🐵 @chumbymayaa]

I need to draw (1/3)

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

@Jraijin1 @KaraCorvus Oh, right, some people love family, even after abuses. Hmm... It's probably my personal experience with blood + what little information I replied to, mixing together, making me think that there likely isn't a lot of love there. Thus it would be a simple choice to cut them out.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

@breath_tea That doesn't sound like a friend to me...?

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

@MikeDrucker I never learned that ability, I always tried to do genuine work and got Cs/Ds and extreme stress.
School doesn't deserve real work. But that doesn't mean kids should have LLMs think for them.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

Why is hearing someone be happy about getting to die someday more comforting than someone saying, "The world is a better place w/ you"?

I guess because the 2nd is about a nebulous "you" but it's never about YOU. But the 1st is their own feeling, and someone else feels as you do.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

@osadogling I think I more just... really want to matter to someone. Even if I have lots of fun with someone, it is so exhausting it makes my body react negatively to being around others.

I think it's the fear, above the natural introversion. I'm really afraid of other people. Thanks, dad.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

@osadogling Can't find the right people.
Maybe they don't exist.
Maybe they're already dead.

[yapsama 🍮 @osadogling]

Sorry for the stupid vent but is there a reason for being like this

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

What a truly horrible nightmare about the bastard.

I wish I could meet a kind human male, so I could forgive their sex for existing (I know that's an irrational feeling, it comes from fear, which is from personal experience).

[Hex🧅👻 @hexchu]

YOU CAN BLOCK GROKS MODIFICATIONS
I apologize if this is old news, but I JUST saw/found this today and haven’t seen anyone anywhere mentioning it so I thought I’d do so.
Click on the flag to choose a censor for image posts and you’ll find this:

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

i don't want to live if I'm always going to feel sick

[Dr. Allison Wiltz @queenie4rmnola]

A Black man was lynched. A Black man was assassinated by police. A Black woman was killed because of ICE. Black men in suits suffered the indignity of being called "nigger." The president removed a slavery exhibit. All this during Black History Month.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

@Meggadoodle85 This is one of, like, 3 reasons I still come to this website.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

Maybe I'm not being charitable enough towards my mother. Maybe she's just stupid. She tries to ease me with material goods. That's all she knows, as far as I can tell.

But she's also made me weak and isolated again. I miss being able to walk places. I hate Idaho. Evil state.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

Weird that my mom was surprised from me telling her that the only gross comments I got on my body were from family members. She was right there when it happened. But I guess it didn't matter to her. Now or then. She didn't say anything. I don't know if I should resent her or not.

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

I don't know if he was a pedophile or rapist, but he was extremely invasive and I never felt safe.
I hope someone kills him, I don't care how awful it is to wish death on someone, people like my sire deserve it.

[Jubilee ❣️ @16pxl]

with great tweeting platform

comes great responsibility

fuck donald trump, ICE, and every fascists who supports them

[bluelfsuma @bluelfsuma]

@moonlitxkiss Kinks and Boundaries are valid.
There are some things a person can't do, and we all got different preferences and phobias—it's a phobia, I have a phobia.

In concept, and certain art styles, not so bad. But the real things are... not for me.