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𝘰𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤 ﹢𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘭𝘭． - 𝘦𝘥𝘵𝘸𝘵 𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘤．- 𝘿𝙉𝙄 - 𝙭𝙫𝙞𝙞𝙞 ❪𝟭𝟴❫

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚
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🇨🇦🇲🇾
𝟱’𝟲” (𝟭𝟲𝟴 𝗰𝗺)
𝘂𝗻𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁 (𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘄).
𝗰𝗮𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁.
𝗻𝗲𝘂𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰.
𝗴𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗴𝘆.

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.ʟᴏᴠᴇ 🫶🏼 ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ.

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i’m so sick why can’t anyone see me?

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i legitimately want everything to stop hurting

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

how the fuck do i explain to anyone how much i want to legitimately die?

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

what’s the difference between an “actively wanting to kms” vs a “passively wanting to kms”?

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i don’t want to be here rn

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

update from wink:
deleted the account, still talk to a few people from it, kinda sketched, kinda chill, how reliable are people from it? idek.

fuck it, we ball.

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

@coughdropdaily bruh fuck that

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i got wink and have had the following:
- been almost scammed four times
- accidentally talked to a cam girl who asked for a deposit to go on a date with her
- have been asked about my sexuality questioned multiple times
- lots of bots

overall, 3/10 app, good way to get 💀’d doe

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

y’all may be goofy, i’m an idiot for telling my parents about my ED and now they won’t get off my ass about it.

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

@unIuckyaries hi hi 🫶🏼

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

hi i’m baaaack

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

@ShyPrinssess wish it was back under better circumstances 🫠

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i’m feeling awful about myself right now

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i am miserable.

and everyone is saying i’m doing better…?

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i suck at everything dude why do my parents love me

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

tw: BC
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i don’t feel like me in my own body anymore. like it’s getting slightly better but i’ve been told i look thin???

idk the only thing my brain tells me right now is that there’s so much FAT on me and i HATE it

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

fuck this shit

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

i’m so tired of being disordered yet i can’t seem to get better, what the heck

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

note to self:

NEVER

EVER

purchase something using your partner’s computer

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

@sadleechboy tyvm george :)

[ʙʟᴜᴇ ֍ @bluenose5566]

some please appreciate my tigger sweater :)