most of the people you see fasting constantly are children or unemployed adults/adults with sedentary jobs. you are not a failure because you're on your feet 24/7 and HAVE to feed yourself
The worst part of bpd is when you sometimes get better and are making some progress towards managing your emotions and then you always end up relapsing and it feels like your progress was a lie and a cruel sick joke to prove youre not meant to be the best version of yourself
Below the 150s for the first time in almost 3 years, basically since I got sober. I know i can at least get to 120 before anyone notices. I think I just gotta be fast about it. Im off tomorrow, so it'll be easier to hide not eating. Wml
I was in (semi?)recovery for a while, but recently, I've been trying to lower my intake slowly. Today is the first day I had under 1000kcal (930). I know it's still a lot, but idk im proud of myself. My plan is to wean myself down enough to do the ABC diet.