thisborderlinemama

•Sharing my journey 🤍✌🏼•Here to #stopthestigma •You are not alone! •Borderline Personality Disorder, ADHD, Anxiety •Girl mom x 2💕 •All are welcome here ✊🏼🌈

[Cara Lisette @CaraLisette]

It’s totally okay if your mental illness forms part of your identity. Something that plays such a significant part in your life is inevitably going to have a huge impact. I really dislike people saying “you shouldn’t be defined by it” when it’s defined so much of my life.

[RoadTrippinWithTheRudes @RoadRudes]

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[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

Broke up with my therapist today and why did it have me in tears like I was being abandoned and tossed out like I was no good anymore.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

@ddlovato I’ve been California sober for a while now babe. Don’t listen to the critics, listen to your soul. 🌈

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

I feel all over the place lately.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

Feeling overwhelmed and suicidal is just part of BPD emotions and I wish more people understood that. I don’t really want to die but that itch is there and hard to scratch. Probably why most of us just end up dead.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

This borderline mind just feels endlessly lost no matter what.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

What happens when the prettiness goes away? I’ll be left to nothing except the thoughts in my head.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

Raise your hand if you think Britney Spears has(had) BPD - 🙋🏽‍♀️ No sense of self ✔️ Thinks someone else will save her ✔️ Fear of abandonment ✔️ Can’t believe she survived all that she went through back when we just thought she was being “crazy”

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

Anyone else feel that alcohol completely amplified their BPD symptoms? For me personally I feel like I was a completely different version of myself. Now sober I can’t even connect the two.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

Lately I have been feeling so disconnected from the person I was before the pandemic. I look at old pictures and don’t even remember what life was like back then. Anyone else?

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

I recently started opening up more on TikTok and the mental health community over there is incredible!

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

Anyone else just have a real doomsday feeling for November either way?

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

@JustSharonNow Ah such a good point 💛

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

I found out on TikTok that my 13 year old niece attempted to kill herself. That’s how my family communicates.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

@LivinOnBorder_ I don’t usually. It’s too complicated. Sometimes I say that I just feel emotions too much.

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

Anyone else reading their old journals and taking notes for a book they are hoping to someday write? Or in hopes that if they don’t write the book, they’ll at least heal? #justcurious

[thisborderlinemama @borderline_mama]

If I called it Lunch my kids wouldn’t eat it.... #snackplate #parenting #momlife

[Talking About BPD @TalkingAboutBPD]

It's not attention seeking.
It's not manipulation.
It's not 'being dramatic'.

It's seeking connection.
It's communicating a need.
It's distress.

#BPD