Life on the Borderline

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[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

I have BPD.
I:
Love intensely.
Feel intensely.
Dream intensely.
Write intensely.
Stare at the wall intensely.
Watch myself from far away.
Struggle with who I am.
Work on me every day.
Fear you'll leave me.
Need to be understood.
Deserve to be loved.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Look I'm alive and I make videos and don't feel like talking about my feelings a lot.
https://t.co/u5MGilOX7Z

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

#depression #borderline #bpd #vlogger #homealone #anxiety #mentalhealth #mentalillness #endthestigma #showlove https://t.co/oQhUNMpRfL

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

https://t.co/7wXQgKgWhv

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

@IWasLeftBehind Seriously

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Hey remember that time when I started dating someone I thought was amazing then he just dropped me off at the ER when my vision cut out and stopped talking to me?
....Yeah I'm mad about that.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Glasses prescription made in Thursday, got glasses today, already have blurring.
They don't fix the distortions but it's nice to solve most of the blurring
I just wonder how long they'll work.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Ok I'm bored now.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Me: ooh, finally some quiet time to get some rest
Brain: but why did we dump Osama bin Laden's body in the ocean? What if he's still alive?
Me: oh my god, brain.

[Grey | ᛖᚦᚨᚾ @GreyMatterLeaks]

I'm both restless and too bored to do anything.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

@Emmerbetic Yes

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Vision is even worse than it was just a couple hours ago.

Even harder to use the phone, having to carefully fix typing errors.

This isn't a fun adventure anymore.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

@madblisaria Oh I did, it's just still going to happen

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

My mom: you're not on any dating sites, are you?
Me: oh my god, no one wants to walk into this kitchen fire.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Quietly stare at the distorted, clouded over wall because it's so much that you can't move or cry
*clap clap*

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

If you can't sleep because your vision is getting progressively worse and you're in financial shambles and your abandonment issues have been triggered, clap your hands...

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

And stomp your feet

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

@Emmerbetic Doy.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

@ortski83 Ouch

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Yo fellas - When y'all ghost us, do you miss us at all?

[Re-bec-ca Les-ner Sch-lae-ger @mentalgirlbooks]

#RejectedMagazineTitles You Look Fine. You Need Nothing.

[Life on the Borderline @BorderlineDaze]

Me: I can't handle how loud my roommate is
My mom: You're going through a hard time, you're probably sensitive
My mom after 45 seconds with my roommate's Two Shows at Once Experience "Oh dear God, I'm getting ear plugs. I see what you mean."