anna ♡

23yrs ▪︎ bpd cptsd adhd ▪︎ shedtwt ☆ 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿
cgw 40kg ugw 29kg

[anna ♡ @braes75]

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#shtwt shedtwt intro !
𔓘 anna. | 𔓘 21 yrs
ʚɞ (any pronouns) ʚɞ
11 year sh history, not new to shtwt
⭑ looking for moots ! ⭑

[anna ♡ @braes75]

this healed into absolutely nothing btw

[anna ♡ @braes75]

the festival is in a month so im locking in but it's just got me so tired my sleeping schedule is fucked. feel like my parents can tell im acting weird

[anna ♡ @braes75]

going insane so just projecting onto my oc

[anna ♡ @braes75]

nothing even gruesome either its so odd

[anna ♡ @braes75]

my alt i haven't used in like 2 years idk what was achieved by doing this

[anna ♡ @braes75]

been really sick for no reason
on day 16 of having no voice, at most a whisper on some days, sore throat and coughing up blood

?? what did i do.
been losing weight rapid since no appetite though

[anna ♡ @braes75]

@slitzblades omg hello

[anna ♡ @braes75]

still clean from cutting but going back on a weight loss journey
ive been too complacent and im not spending any more of my adulthood so big
not quite sober but i never will be

hope everyone is doing okay x

[anna ♡ @braes75]

@lenosfourthcat oh hello! i definitely think it did

compression, along with hydrocortisone cream is what made it go away/smoothen for me every time i had it bad

[anna ♡ @braes75]

worst overgranulation ive ever had lmaoooo brutal !!
idk why this keeps happening

[dikiy zver 🥩 @dikiyzver_]

bathroom thoughts… (wip)

[anna ♡ @braes75]

they're so faded wowwww
also my arms were so fat. how did i let myself stay like that for so long

happy new years folks! here's to a better 2026 to you all <3

[anna ♡ @braes75]

i always wonder how my scars look to other people
bc in public i get stares for sure but my friends are so used to them i only see them glancing at new ones or deeper ones
ig you can't tell from the scars that i do relatively deeper cuts it looks like i barely do anything

[anna ♡ @braes75]

im still alive btw
still clean from sh but recovering from bulimia turned out to be just falling straight into restriction again 😭
still using wuite a bit but it's more like just codeine and other easy/ less severe shit than i used to do

[anna ♡ @braes75]

ill be focusing on weight loss heavily for a while now
ive lost quite a bit of weight but have a wayyysss to go. just want to look okay too now that ive addressed some things mentally

[anna ♡ @braes75]

discharged from therapy today! seems like it's helped me a lot
my therapist said she loved working with me and that she saw a big change. she was lovely

7 months clean now. my scars are barely visible which is a trigger in of itself
i miss it a lot tbh

[anna ♡ @braes75]

how did i not realise how fat i was

[anna ♡ @braes75]

tw cuts
1 year ago today vs now

[anna ♡ @braes75]

finally got new leggings for work !
i dropped 2 sizes so all my clothes were just massive on me

i have kinda overeaten the last few weeks so im locking in again. i have a festival in august and want to drop as much as i can by then

[anna ♡ @braes75]

@grimgaly im cheering so loud! also very jealous of ur boots

[anna ♡ @braes75]

just miss this so much ngl

tw sh pics

starting therapy is kinda making me unravel especially since she wants to focus on trauma and i just don't want to remember most of it.
for a while the total memory loss bothered me but that was better than knowing

[anna ♡ @braes75]

need to get blades again that are easier to hide but not so small that i forget i have them
my memory has been worse lately. not just my usual amnesia of most of what goes on but even the simplest things about who i am
i can't even taste food anymore im so detached?