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I play the games mainly ff14

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@yoshifan54 Look there I am!

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@yoshifan54 That tank is like some kinda pf god….

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My tank became the main character of this pf while listening to Minecraft parodies

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@yoshifan54 Keep talking

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i started ff14 in July of 2020 with the goal of wanting the ucob axe, uwu dark knight weapon, and the gnb tea weapon. Finally after starting that goal in march I got em all.

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@yoshifan54 you a bum with 3 fingas in your bum 👇👇👇

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retweet if you are a part of the #OblationNation

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@Sugi_FFXIV just took some gamers in party finder that dark knight must have carried tho 😎

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And hopefully getting back on track before semester starts again. This probably will be my last venting of sorts here but thank you all for being there or checking in or just existing it made all of this so much easier to deal with and handle :D

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The tier and everyone definitely helped set me straight mentally I am feeling pretty happy again and I’ve been getting more sleep. Tier wise i probably played like shit but we cleared so it is what it is. Looking forward to next week tho so I can start fixing the issues IRL

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Looking back now that we are done I debated not raiding this tier as I didn’t know if my mental could handle it I went 50/50 about it but I decided to do it since I figured it could be good to get a distraction.

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@Tirantus Thank you Tiran luckily a lot of people have been reaching out and checking in so I’m really thankful for that when people do that it fills the gaps a lot just in between is where I struggle and I vent those thoughts here but ill be fine and thank you again for reaching out.

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Today’s my birthday house is empty parents aren’t even wanting to celebrate normally I’d agree as I’m not huge on that stuff but man I’m just tired just want it to be next week already give me something to distract myself with I’ve watched so many movies recently.

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feeling like I can maybe sleep today since he’s back home in some way being able to just holding the imprint goes a long way to calm me down like he’s still there the terrarium feels less empty too and when I look over there I see him the cold and loneliness starting to fade

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turning the light on is helping though walking over to turn it on is hard even walking up to my room just makes me nauseous now I hope I get the urn or concrete imprint soon I just wish I could hold him for comfort I feel so scared and anxious again like its high school.

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I’m trying to sleep and it feels weird without a light on it just feels so off without it my room even feels colder now maybe even emptier? i used to enjoy being in my room it was a safe space for me now i wish i was anywhere else in my house

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This isn’t a gaming thing just a waiting game and I just want to know what to do but I’m stuck waiting.

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Life has brought me very little joy recently. I find myself just trying to live in the past than moving forward the next few days or weeks maybe hard for me and I apologize if it affects me emotionally to any of my friends. But I’ll be fine just a really big pot hole in life rn.

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FUCK WARRIOR I HATE WARRIOR IM BACK TO HATE I WAS HOPEFUL IDC ANYMORE FUCK YOU DIE NEW OGCDS DIE MORE HEALING DIE THE ONLY THING THAT DOESN'T HEAL A WARRIOR IS HOLMGANG AND THEIR PARENTS SHITTY ALCHOLIC ABUSIVE MARRIAGE I HATE WARRIOR

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@kuromixiv Bro the only cooking you doing is a burnt microwave dinner

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@kuromixiv Bro didn’t post the good picture I took smh