chapter two of my horror-adjacent sensory deprivation strattland fic - I Think, Therefore I Am!!
give it a read if you're so inclined :):)
https://t.co/9zF6x28UcO
herself is wrong and bad and should have been stamped out years ago, but its still here, despite everything. if she could burn it out of her she would, but she cant. everyone around her suffers for it, and even in recognizing it, she just can't find it in herself to accept it
im up thinking about comphet stratt who uses grace as a beard - accidentally falls into something with ilyukhina anyway. she's asking this woman to give up her life and she wont even give her the dignity of entertaining a real relationship. facing being a lesbian is too scary and
awful - it would be the worst thing she could be. worse than being a liar, worse than degrading the woman who loves her and dedicated her life to the cause. she just feels that there is no way for her to exist in the world without being disgusting - this fundamental thing about
@jeoooons by a dedicated community of grown men! who abused and exploited her, then blackmailed her with the evidence of their abuse! like people dont realize just how dedicated this community was to abusing her with the goal of achieving this exact outcome
@i_heartmisandry@culkinco two things can be true! its revolting that he betrayed his wife. its also revolting that ariana betrayed someone she called a friend, someone she met as a new mother and went on couples dates with. Ethan’s betrayal is larger, obv-but it doesnt make ariana’s any less disgusting
@cats_hurricanes i have no words. i have no words to say how good this is wow wow wow. so fucking excited for the fic now HAHA. i love that she feels like a corpse already - she's rotted already being with him - like her very soul is corrupted by what she'll do. fuck dude this piece is incredible